Literary (Submission): Umuulan na Naman
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Umuulan na naman.
At sa bawat patak nito, naaalala ko
Ang bawat luhang tumulo sa mga mata mo.
Ang mga tawa mong halatang hindi naman totoo.
Noong isang gabi'y sa aki'y ikinuwento mo,
Kung paanong ang lalaking inibig mo
Ay dinurog ang busilak mong puso.
Umuulan na naman.
At sa bawat patak nito, naaalala ko
Kung paanong sa tuwing magkasama tayo,
Ang kislap lang ng mata mo ang napapansin ko
Sa tuwing kinikilig ka habang ikinukwento
Na noong nakaraan naglalakad kayo,
Bigla na lang niyang hinawakan ang mga kamay mo.
Umuulan na naman.
At sa bawat patak nito, naaalala ko
Ang bakas ng lungkot sa mga labi mo
Noong nalaman kong nag-away pala kayo
At kung paanong sobrang nanggigigil ako
Na aawayin ko na rin sana yung kasintahan mo,
Ngunit, pinigilan mo ako.
Umuulan na naman.
At sa bawat patak nito, ay may hinihiling ako.
Na sana, kahit papaano, ay mapansin mo.
Na kahit kaunti ay madama mo ang damdamin ko sa'yo.
Na sana, hindi naman siya ang pagmasdan mo, kundi ako.
Alam ko namang sa aki'y kaibigan lang ang tingin mo.
Pero, nais ko lang talaga na malaman mo.
Na kahit sobrang nasasaktan na ang puso ko,
Hindi kita iiwan, at palaging nandito lang ako.
Literary (Submission): Ilusyon
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Ikaw
Ikaw ang tanging nagustuhan
Sa dinami-dami ng kaibigan
Kahit halos lahat ng babae ikaw ang natitipuhan
Kahit na sa iyo, damdami’y palaging nasasaktan
Hindi ka katulad nila
Ikaw ang palaging nakauunawa
Sa bawat problema, ikaw ang siyang nagpapasya
Ikaw na nga ang ideyal para sa iba
Hindi kataka-taka kung ang iba’y may lihim na pagtingin na
Ako
Naririto’t nagnanais na iyong gustuhin
Pero di inaasahan ang araw na hindi akalain
Ikaw na mismo ang umamin
Noon pala’y ako’y gusto mo rin.
Naging malapit tayo sa isa’t isa
Lalo pang nagkakilala
Sa bawat seryosong kuwentuhan
O mga biruan at tawanan
Mga nararamdaman nati’y mad lumalim pa
Mga di namamalayang paglipas ng oras
Sa tuwing ikaw ang kausap
Walang araw na hindi ikaw ang kasama
Mayroon pa bang mas sasaya sa pakiramdam na iyon?
Kay sarap isipin ng mga ganitong bagay
Mga imahinasyong nagbibigay ng panandaliang ligaya
Kahit na alam kong malayo sa
Kay hirap tanggapin na ang lahat ng ito’y isa lamang ilusyon.
Literary (Submission): Fantasy in Reality
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Literary (Submission): Stars
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The scent of newly cut grass, the warm air that dissipates into a cold breeze, the blue sky that fades into vibrant shades of orange, soothes me while I lay here. As the big ball of fire, begins to hide out of sight, mystery crawls into the desolate night.
With just a blink of an eye, everything was dark. Nothing to see, everything to hear… a blind man became of me.
“Look up!" a faint voice from afar awoke me and lifted me up, to the sky that cradles the stars.
The little lights fill the space, staying still all this time. Their undying beauty is known in the whole universe. But no one seems to notice, for they're busy dreaming, fantasizing.
I stare at them in awe, mesmerized by their glow. I can feel them touch my hand. I write stories about them. About the queen ant and her soldiers, protecting their home. Some ants fall, but that's the most amazing sight of all.
So many things I can do with them, although I start to feel a sudden mood swing. As the bright night sky turns into a gloomy scene, the stars decrease in numbers.
I gently lay down back to the soft grass. Slowly close my eyes, to avoid a glimpse of the rising ball of fire. But the glare hit me, along with a soft hand touching mine.
I opened my eyes, and saw the collection of stars inside her eyes.
Literary (Submission): After Us
9/24/2015 09:09:00 PM
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Literary (Submission): You in Every Dream
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Daydream
You started out as a wandering thought
My mind's eye searched for you
Leaving me with a faraway look
And a pit of emptiness inside
Recurring dream
I never thought that you would be
A constant in my unconsciousness
Over and over, again and again
Always you, you in every dream
Nightmare
But reality infiltrated my phantasm
I could never catch you in my sleep
You just weren't mine to keep
I began to dread the moon's awakening
Lucid dream
Then again it was a chance to see you
A chance to just keep on trying
I realized that I may be just an illusion
But that doesn't mean I'm powerless
Mutual dream
Maybe if I wish hard enough
I'll finally catch you in my slumber
And maybe your fantasy and mine
Will at last come hand in hand
Literary: Until We Wake
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Literary: I Am
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Literary: You Don't Want Me
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Literary: Don't Bother
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Literary: Talking Dreams
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Literary: Panaginip
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Isipan (png.)
Punong-puno ng alaala
Ng pagmamahalan nating dalawa,
Ngunit sa paglipas ng oras ay tila nag-iba,
Pintig ng puso sa isa’t isa.
Imahinasyon (png.)
Hawak kamay tayong nangarap
Ibinigay buo nating puso sa isa’t isa.
Binigyan rin ng kulay,
Ang madilim at tahimik nating buhay.
Ilusyon (png.)
Pag-iibigan noon na pinuno ng musika,
Nabalot ng kadilima’t ingay.
Unti-unti kong napagtanto,
Na pag-ibig mo pala ay hindi totoo.
Bangungot (png.)
Simula noon lahat ay nagbago,
Ang masayang relasyo’y unti-unting naglaho.
Ang pagmamahalan noon
Ngayo’y nauwi sa kasawian.
Panaginip (png.)
Ating pag-iibiga’y tila isang imahinasyon,
Isa lamang mapanlinlang na ilusyon.
Napuno ng dilim at kalungkutan itong pagkatao,
Lahat ng ito’y bangungot sa aking isipan.
Kahit ganito ang kinahantungan,
Ng inakalang perpektong pag-iibigan,
Sa aking paggising akin pa ring binabalik-balikan,
Ang tila panaginip nating pagmamahalan.
Literary: Lost
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Literary: Living the Dream
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Literary: Pintig sa Bawat Pantig
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Literary: Maybe Tonight will be Different
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Just as the night is coming to a close and the festivities are learning the art of slowing down, you take my hand and we dance under the moonlight to an inaudible tune, as if we are the only two entities still standing despite the unending flurry of faces.
As the warm air sparks something inside me that I never knew was there, my body moves and I feel less human and more like an illusion, floating in zero gravity.
Tonight, we are not human. Tonight, we are a reverie.
I look into your eyes, but you are unable to hold my gaze. I smirk and chuckle but in truth, I think we are like people who are enticed by the idea of a beautiful vision but are unable to give their full attention to the process of achieving it.
You bring me closer with every step as we follow the beat of a tune coursing through our veins. But soon these steps are forcing us to dance away from the beat of each other’s hearts. I’d like to think nothing of it but somehow it resembles the way human beings choose to follow the beat of their heart but deviate from it as they go along with the dance of life.
You are everything I have ever wanted and you clutch my hand more tightly than a child who clings to his mother. But just like how people hold on tight to false hopes and unrealistic expectations, the tighter we hold on, the faster everything slips away.
We come to an abrupt stop and time freezes over as the air becomes stale with quiet breaths and inaudible goodbyes. Slowly, I feel less and less of the hand I was holding and the chilly silence grips each finger like an old friend I’ve grown apart from.
You turn your back on me. And in that moment, I remember… I am human.
And you?
You are just another dream I allowed to slip away.
Literary: Hanggang Pangarap
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Literary: Bangungot?
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Literary: A Night to Remember
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Literary: Panaginip Lamang
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May mga bagay na mas mabuting manatiling panaginip na lang. Wala nang bangon-bangon, huwag na sanang magising. Kung puede sanang ganito na lang. Sa panaginip, kahit ano ay puedeng mangyari. Lahat ng imposible, nagiging posible. Pati ang “tayo” nagiging totoo. Alam kong maliit lang ang posibilidad na mangyari iyon, ngunit ito at umaasa ako.
Sa panaginip, kasama kita sa langit, nagtatampisaw sa mala-bulak na kalangitan. Napakasaya ko dahil kasama kita, ang minamahal ko. Ang pinakamamahal ko. Sana araw-araw ganito; hindi ako umaasa at hindi mo rin ako pinapaasa. Sana mistulang panaginip na lang ang buhay ko.
Ngunit ito’y isang napakalaking kalokohan. Masaklap na ang realidad, ang katotohanan. Kahit sinusubukan kong limutin ka, patuloy pa rin kitang nakikita sa aking panaginip.
‘Di nagtagal at nahulog ang puso mo sa akin, at bumalik ang kumpiyansa ko na muling ibigin ka. Nakabagabag sa isipan ko na aminin ang nararamdaman ko. Dumating ang araw, kabadong-kabado akong lumapit sayo.. at umamin. Hinding-hindi ko inasahan ang sunod na nangyari. Umamin ka rin. Tumigil ang mundo ko nang mapuno ng kaligayahan ang puso ko. Dinama ko ang bawat segundo nang biglang…
Literary: Beautiful Nightmare
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Literary: Dreams Do Come True
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Literary: So Much Better
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Literary: One Day
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Literary: Aninag ng Pangarap
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Literary: Atleta
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Literary: Knowing Dream
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Determination went around town to find out what a dream is. He roamed the streets and asked around. Here is what he found.
Sorrow said, “A dream is a vision that cannot be attained and will only appear in your mind but will not happen in your life.”
“It is a wish that you want to happen but may well be your downfall,” suggested Fear.
Hopeful exclaimed, “A look into your future that is bright and beautiful!”
“A waste of time, energy, and talent because it is purely fictional,” answered Frustration.
“A pleasing sight right before your eyes,” Excitement answered.
“A goal that somebody has attained before you,” replied Jealousy.
Even after all these, however, Determination still did not understand what a dream is. Confused, he left the park and went to an alley near his home. He sat down on the steps of a doorway while thinking about the answers. Then he felt an arm on his shoulders. He looked and saw an old man with a cane. He wondered if this old man can answer his question but before he could ask, the man said:
“A dream is what fuels us to live our life to the fullest. It makes you feel happy, sad, angry… it makes you feel wonderful. It is an idea, a vision, an image that you see everyday and think about every time. To reach it may be your downfall or victory. It is a fragile stone you want to keep, care for, and polish. It is like the sky—sometimes bright, sometimes dark, clear or cloudy, sunny or rainy. But it is always there, just right above you.”
Determination was amazed. “What is your name, old man?” he asked.
“My name,” the old man answered, “is Purpose.”
Determination smiled, got up, and walked home, satisfied and determined to achieve his dream with purpose.
Literary (Submission): Hakbang (Part 1)
9/10/2015 09:42:00 PM
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“Bespren! Malelate ako. Sorry! Huhu. Una ka na ha. Kita na lang tayo dun.”
Hay. Siyempre late na naman si Mica. Sabi ko nga. Inexpect ko naman. Pero umasa pa rin kasi akong may makakasabay papuntang freshie welcome assembly. Lalo tuloy akong di mapakali. Kinakabahan kasi ako. Like super kaba. Ngayon mas lalo pa. Yung naninikip-ang-dibdib-parang-hihimatayin na klase ng kaba. Sino ba namang hindi?
Eleven years. Eleven years na alam ko kung sinong aabutan ko sa school sa unang araw ng klase. Alam ko kung kanino ako sasama, kung saan ako kakain pag lunch o tatambay pag may free time. Alam ko kung anong gagawin.
Eh ngayon, wala akong alam. Mangangapa ako. Ilang beses kong hiniling na tumigil muna ang oras. Balik muna sa nakaraan. Hindi pa ako ready. Kahit pa sabihing halos sa UP na ako lumaki. Kahit pareho kaming nasa Diliman ni Mica, kahit pa may mga ka-batch ako na kapareho ko ng course. Iba pa rin ang college. COLLEGE! Wah!!! Big word. Big world. Hay.
Kaya normal naman sigurong kabahan. Pero okay. Inhale. Exhale. Isa-isa lang. Ito munang assembly. Ayoko talagang pumunta mag-isa. Mukha naman akong kawawa pag dumating ako dun alone. Sino kayang masabayan?
Hmmm… text ko nga si Alice. “Lea! Umattend na ko kaninang umaga eh. :)”
Oo nga pala. Si Luis na lang. Tagaaaaal magreply. Tapos… “Huh? Ngayon ba yun?”
Hay naku! Sino pa ba? Ah! Alam ko na! Si Mike! “Papunta ka na ba sa Theater? Sabay tayo,” text ko sa kanya.
“Sure bb. HAHA.” Kainis. Pero ayan! May kasabay na ako! Bago pa ako maka-reply para tanungin kung saan kami magkikita, may dumating na text niya: “Lunch muna ko sa Coop. Text ka na lang.”
“Yey! Ok. Punta na lang ako diyan. Sinong kasama mo?”
“Wala. :)”
“Ok. Kita tayo sa may shed.”
Tinext ko agad si Mike pagdating ko sa Shopping Center. Mga 10 minutes na siguro akong naghihintay nang may natanaw akong naglalakad papunta sa Shopping dun sa may kanto ng Infirmary. Bumalik ang kaba ko. Ang sobrang kaba ko. Kasi alam kong si Mike yun at… at… may kasama siya. At kahit ilang taon ko na siyang hindi nakikita sa personal… Sa hawas ng mukha, sa buhok, sa tindig, sa lakad, sa kilos… kahit sa may kalayuan, hindi ako pwedeng magkamali.
Si JC ang kasama niya. Si JC na best friend niya. Na kaklase ko ng apat na taon sa elem. Na naging kaibigan ko at naging crush ko. Na laging tinutukso sa akin. Na hindi na masyadong lumalapit at nakikipag-usap mula noong asarin kami. Na lumipat ng school. Na huli ko pang nakausap noong summer bago mag-high school. Na akala ko nakalimutan ko na at sigurado akong nakalimutan na ako.
Tinext ko agad si Mike: “San ka na?” Malamang hindi magrereply pero sunod-sunod pa rin ang sinend ko.
“Wala ka ba talagang kasama???”
“Sabi mo mag-isa ka lang!”
“HOOOYYY!!!”
“UGHHHH. Una na ako.”
At lalakad na talaga ako paalis nang may kumalabit sa balikat ko. “Uy, Lea!” sabi ni Mike na para bang nagpipigil ng tawa. Wala na akong choice! Kailangan nang humarap at tumingin sa kaniya. Sige na nga. Baka naman mag-isa talaga siya at baka guniguni ko lang ‘yon. Pero… hindi eh. Ayun siya sa likod ni Mike. In the flesh.
“Hi,” sabi ko sa kanila, sabay ngumiti ng tipid. Nakita kong ngumiti rin si JC bago nagsalita si Mike.
“Papunta ka na bang Theater?” tanong niya. Pinili ko nang hindi sumagot at pinandilatan ko na lang siya. Sana naintindihan niya na ang ibig sabihin nun ay: “Oo! Di ba nga tinext kita na sabay tayo? Sabi mo wala kang kasama! Hay naku ka naman talagang Mike ka! Ano bang pumasok diyan sa isip mo?”
“Sabay ka na sa amin ni JC,” patuloy ng pa-inosenteng si Mike. “Kilala mo pa naman si JC di ba?” Gustong-gusto ko siyang irapan. Oo, Mike. Alam mo naman di ba? Pero inisahan mo ko. “Ah, ok,” na lang ang naisagot ko.
“Tara na!” excited na sabi ni Mike. “Baka ma-late pa tayo,” dagdag niya bago tumalikod sa amin at nauna nang lumakad.
Nagkatinginan kami ni JC at nakita ko rin sa mukha niya ang pagtataka sa pinaggagawa ng kaibigan niya. Parang nagkibit siya ng balikat at humakbang palapit sa akin. Nagsimula na rin akong maglakad. Siguro nauuna lang ako ng kalahating hakbang kay JC. Tamang bilis lang para hindi kami sabay na sabay. Kasi… ang awkward. Sooobrang awkward.
Pero si Mike… si Mike! Nung una mga limang hakbang lang ang lamang niya sa amin. Pero pag binibilisan namin ang lakad para mahabol siya, MAS BINIBILISAN PA NIYAAAAA. Iniiwan niya talaga kami ni JC! Loooord! Ano po bang parusa ito? Bakit ba naghanap pa ako ng kasabay? Alam ko rin pong hinihiling kong bumalik muna sa nakaraan pero hindi ko naman akalain na ganito ka-throwback, ano po. Hindi na po talaga ako uulit!
Paano nang gagawin ko ngayon? Hindi ko talaga option yung mauna akong makipag-usap eh. Maglalabas na ba ako ng libro? Weird. Tsaka baka matapilok pa ako. Mag-earphones na lang kaya ako? Ang rude naman yata. Alam ko na….
Nakatingin lang ako sa sapatos ko habang naglalakad hanggang sa nag-vibrate ang phone ko. Text. Galing kay Mike. “Usap naman diyan! :)”
“CHE!” mabilis kong reply. Nakuuu. Maka-survive lang ako sa paglalakad na ‘to, lagot kang Mike ka!
“Kausapin mo naman.”
“Ako ba talaga Mike? EWAN!”
“Tingin ka lang sa kanya sandali.”
“Bahala ka. FO na tayo!”
“Dali na! Nakita ko sinusulyapan ka. :)”
“WEH.”
“Tatlong beses na!”
Hindi ko napigilan. Mabilis akong tumango para itago ang ngiti ko na mabilis ko ring inalis. Sinabi ko sa sarili ko na walang ibig sabihin yun. Malamang titingnan niya ko kasi ang tagal naming di nagkita. Hindi ibig sabihin gusto niya kong kamustahin o kausapin o kwentuhan. Katulad ng dati. Kaya, oops, stop!
Pero hindi ko pa rin mapigilang magnakaw ng tingin sa kanya. Parang wala namang masyadong pinagbago si JC. Ganun pa rin ang aura niya. Mukhang seryoso pero maloko. Marami akong gustong itanong at sabihin kaso hindi ko alam paano sisimulan. Likas akong mahiyain at sa mga ganitong sitwasyon, hindi ko talaga alam ang gagawin. Alam niya naman yun. Dati. Kaya sana… sana… mauna siyang magsalita. Kaso naabutan na namin si Mike, na sa wakas ay tumigil maglakad para makahabol kami, wala pa ni isang salitang namamagitan sa amin.
“Nagmamadali ka ba, Mike?” naiinis kong tanong.
“Oo eh, baka ma-late tayo,” nakangisi niyang sagot.
“Brad, relax lang. Wala namang humahabol sa ‘tin,” pabirong sabi ni JC.
“Hahaha. Okay! Let’s go!” At naglakad na si Mike. Ng naaaaaaaaaaapakabagal. Yung tipong bumibilang ng 10 seconds kada hakbang. Hihintayin munang magkatabi kami ni JC bago humakbang ng kasunod.
“Wala na bang ibibilis yan?” sabay naming nasabi ni JC. Nagkatinginan kami at napangiti sa isa’t isa.
“Ay! Akala ko wag magmadali,” tumatawang sagot ni Mike. “Naisip ko kasi, mga kaibigan, na tama kayo. Hindi naman talaga dapat madaliin ang mga bagay-bagay. Pero dapat may masimulan. Kahit medyo mabagal, basta magsimula.”
Mike! Diyos ko! Ano bang pinagsasabi mo diyan? Pero gets ko kaya bago pa siya makahirit ulit sinabi ko, “Tama! Halika na. Magsimula na tayong maglakad ng SABAY-SABAY.”
Buti na lang di na pumalag si Mike. At buti na lang makwento siya kaya walang dead air. Nakikinig ako sa mga hiritan nila, sumasagot pag tinatanong, at nakikitawa pero sa loob-loob ko, iniisip ko kung bakit sa dami ng araw na pwede kaming magkita ulit ni JC, ngayon pa talaga.
Bakit ngayon pang hindi inaasahan? Wala man lang warning! Di man lang ako nakapaghanda ng sasabihin. Bakit ngayon pang kasama ang mapang-asar naming kaibigan? Niyang kaibigan. FO na nga pala. At bakit kasabay ng pagsisimula ng milestone sa buhay ko? Sign ba ‘to? Ng ano? Hay, Lea, stop. Stop assuming. Giving meaning. Overthinking. Just stop. Hindi dahil pinagkita ulit ng tadhana sa pamamagitan ng pasaway na kaibigan, may ibig sabihin na. Go back to reality.
“Ayun na ang blocmates ko,” sabi ko sa kanila pagdating namin sa theater.
“Aalis ka na?” tanong ni Mike, sabay tingin kay JC. Ni hindi man lang sumimple.
“Uhm… oo…” sagot ko. Hindi pa ba dapat? Mamaya ano pang maisip nitong si Mike.
“Sige, bye!” sabi ni Mike, sabay nakipag-apir sa akin at tumingin ulit kay JC.
Nginitian ako ni JC, kumaway, at parang nahihiyang sinabi, “Bye, Lea.”
“Bye,” kaway ko. Tumalikod ako at iniwan na sila. Gusto ko mang kalimutan ang pangyayaring ‘to, alam kong hindi mangyayari ‘yun. Siguro, iisipin ko na lang na kung ano man ang ibig sabihin ng pagkikitang ‘to, kung may ibig sabihin man, hindi ko pa ngayon malalaman.
ITUTULOY.
Literary (Submission): A Love Letter
9/10/2015 09:37:00 PM
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To you,
Years have passed, times have changed, and I thought my feelings would too. You’ve taught me that feelings are not always right for someone can manipulate it. You’ve proven me wrong until this day. Before all this, before you... I was a song without a melody, a poem without a story. The word “love” wasn’t even in my dictionary. I never knew a four letter word would inspire me, motivate me, and would change me in more ways than one.
Love is happy, love is sad. Love can walk through the door anytime. Love is never sure at first but will eventually realize the truth. Love can be two-sided, but also unrequited. And in my life you are synonymous to love.
Every moment with you feels like I have all the time in the world to waste with you. Without you, I feel like time is slowly making me suffer. You’re the only one who understood me, through my problems and in the darkest of times. Without you, it feels like I'm lost in translation.
Love would also hurt much. There are no words that can describe the pain. There are times when memories hurt more than words, when remembering leaves the largest of scars. I couldn’t stop remembering, not what we were, but what we could’ve been.
Love could either be heartbreaking or that “kilig story” you’ve always wanted. But, love for me is regret. I keep remembering my tragedy. I keep to myself my thoughts on what we could’ve been. Like we could’ve been talking personally, sharing all the thoughts and stories. We could’ve been a couple as great and perfect as Romeo and Juliet. Though it’s too late now to be drowned in regrets, for memories stay the same and you couldn’t change a thing.
Love is the greatest cure for anything but also the simplest weapon of all. Love is my biggest regret but I don’t know why I keep repeating this mistake for there’s a feeling love gives that I just can’t let go of.
Literary (Submission): Sa Tuwina Naaalala Kita
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Literary (Submission): Memory Lane
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Writing about you, the one I love, is quite a feat, I must confess. I’ve written a great deal about love and all its intricacies; from its heartwarming innocence down to the gory, unforgivable bits of reality it ensues. Yet when I get the sudden urge to turn you into words - to break you down into literature - nothing comes out.
The words, the punctuations, and the tiny smudges of ink that cling to the end of each letter all become meaningless when stitched together for they prove to be insufficient - lacking in essence. My penmanship worsens as I struggle to fill each page with words worthy enough to describe you and all the things you make my uncertain heart feel. What is it about you that leaves me absolutely tongue-tied?
Is it the soft, gentle tone in your voice that arrests me and holds me captive long after we stop talking? Could it be that athletic build of yours; your perfectly sculpted figure that boasts to none? Is it the way your eyes light up when you talk about the things that excite you; these things that ignite your passions? Or is it perhaps the way you turn vulnerability into something beautiful when others would treat it as something to be ashamed of?
I guess if I were sure about something, it’s the fact that my memories of you are what I long to write most about.
I remember the way you’d gently pull my head towards your shoulder, as if giving me permission to lay there and doze off for a while. I can still feel your arms wrapped around me in an affectionate embrace while you whisper oh-so-few loving words that never fail to tease my senses. I recall the way our hearts would waltz with each other as our favorite ballad plays and how perfectly our love matched the beat of every song.
I go back to the times you said my name; the smooth, unrushed moments each syllable would escape your lips. I don't think I've heard anyone say it better than you.
Every single memory I have of you, each moment that I continuously dwell upon, remains engraved in the deepest corners of my mind. Why should I deprive the world of knowing someone as great as you, the one person who leaves me speechless by saying so little?
So here I am, pen in hand and you on my mind, together with a new-found eagerness to transform you into a masterpiece. It still challenges me to write about you though I’ve come to a point where I crave the blank spaces, untidy erasures, and trips down memory lane - a place I’m beginning to call home.
Literary (Submission): Bumabalik na Alaala
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Literary: Sticky Notes
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It’s funny what people choose to remember. Our mind, even when we don’t notice it, chooses what matters most to us. Something we know we will need in the future, becomes a memory. A little post-it in our brain that reminds us whenever we try to extract that memory we left behind. Yet sometimes, we try and try to tap into our brains, looking for those little sticky notes, but we end up blank.
No, it’s not even about ending up blank. It’s about never wanting to look back on those memories again. Like wanting to shove those sticky notes in a shredder and hope that everybody else has forgotten about your past, too. But never forget that life is full of opportunities for you to be happy. Recognize the superb memories like you remind yourself of the lousy ones.
Yet you, you remember all the pain you’ve been through and all the anguish in you. Is it too much to ask for you to remember all the joy in the world? Is the idea of the universe being so gargantuan and celestial not enough for you? You dream of sleeping with the stars and the sky as your kingdom, yet you forget that this wondrous world is open for you to explore.
Your despair will only limit what you can achieve in this brilliant world. Take the memories; the good, the not-so-good, and the great. Make them bow to your will and shape them. Make your own stars and make this world your kingdom. Then the Earth will thank you for the memories you've left behind for generations to come.
If you are still not convinced, I could fill a hundred post-its right now. Every single one would remind you to remember how amazing life is when you start living it.
Literary: Old Building
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Literary: That Thing Called Alaala
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… Kapag tinawag ka niya sa pangalan mo,
At ‘ di mo mapigilang ngumiti
… Kapag nagkatitigan kayo, at babalik sa iyo
Ang lahat ng nangyari dati
… Kapag bigla siyang humingi ng tawad
At mapupuno ng luha ang iyong mga mata
… Kapag ipipikit mo ang mga ito
At ang una mong maririnig ay boses niya
… Kapag nahanap mo ang dapat sana’y
kakalimutan mo na
…Kapag, sa kabila ng lahat, at dahil sa lahat ng nangyari sa inyo,
Alam mong napatawad mo na siya.
Literary: Naaalala Kita
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Nang makita ko ang almusal
Sa tocino naalala ko, mapupulang labi mo
At tamis ng iyong ngiti, parang hot choco
Bago umalis ay sinigurado ko
Na ako’y mabango at gwapo
Para maging presentable pag nagkita tayo
Sa turo ng guro, naalala kita
Nakakaantok man, masarap sa tainga
Parang iyong himig, habang ika’y kumakanta
Sa aking pag-uwi ay dumaan ako sa eskinita
At sa aking itaas, mga bituin ay nakita
Kumikislap-kislap gaya ng iyong mga mata
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