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Do you know the easiest way
to be set free
from the thoughts of all
the things that could be?

The easiest way
to let everything go
and for once accept
there are still things we don’t know?

The masterplan
to finally escape
the cloud of questions
that keeps us awake?

I just want answers to stop me
from thinking too much
about the what if’s,
maybe’s, I wish, and such

To be free of the weight

That holds us down,

That keep us awake,

That threatens to drown

Is to accept.

That not a mind filled with worries,

For what is to come,

Nor the shadow of regret

For what could’ve been done

Would help you escape from the cloud of questions

Nor will it free you from your hallucinations

Rather, you must embrace reality

that the world as you know it, is merely

A cloud of illusions

Filled with nothing but inhibitions

Open your eyes

Marvel at the beauty of the world filled with uncertainty

For surely there are far greater things

That your mere eyes have yet to see

A future that even your clever mind can never foresee

What does one do
When he finds his being
Reduced to a mindless cycle
Of waking and sleeping
With only emptiness in between
What does he do
When he steps out
Hoping to find comfort
But only finds
That the world
Is a breeding ground
For apathy
That the crowds are a gathering
For the lonely
What does he do
When all that is offered to him
Are empty words
And sweet insignificance
What does he do
When he has to choose
Between nothing
And nothing

Maybe he does

Continue to accept

How reality keeps on shifting each day and night

Even when those dreams and feet

Keep appearing the same plot and footprints

Over and over

Maybe he does

Realize that apathy begins

Every time he's

Trying to grin through a crowded world

While he's the light

he has always been trying to perceive

Maybe he does not

Need to hear

The gloom of each word

That came from a phoney mouth

Maybe he does not

Need to choose

Between nothing and nothing

Maybe what he needs to do

Is to create something new

What is black for you?
For me it is the night
Dark, yes it is
But there’s the moon and stars
Still shining brightly for you

What is red for you?
For me it is the blood
It symbolizes one’s passion
Because it flows through your veins
And it is pumped by your heart

What is brown for you?
For me, it’s the chocolates
Sometimes it’s sweet and it comes with milk
Sometimes, it’s bitter and it comes with nuts
But whatever the taste, it’s still chocolate

What are the colors of your life?
Is it a mix of light colors?
Or a mix of dark ones?
Is it a life of somber?
Or rather a life full of vibrance?

What is black to me?

For me, it is an emotion

Always there, hidden deep inside

All my negative thoughts solidified

What is red to me?

For me, it is love

Sweet whispers of affection

Full of charm and temptation

What is brown to me?

For me, it is the earth

Where seeds are sown

And plants are grown

Your life is colorful and this I see

But your eyes are yours

And my eyes are mine

The colors I see shine differently

Matatapos pa kaya ang lahat ng ito?
Araw-araw na lamang
Paulit-ulit ang lahat
Paikot-ikot ang mga pangyayari

Araw-araw, pare-pareho
Araw-araw, walang usad
Araw-araw, kailan kaya ito magbabago?
Matatapos pa kaya ang lahat ng ito?

Paulit-ulit, ang paggising nang maaga
Paulit-ulit, kinakailangan pumasok para sa kinabukasan
Paulit-ulit, kailan kaya ito mapapalitan?
Matatapos pa kaya ang lahat ng ito?

Paikot-ikot, para tayong mga gulong
Paikot-ikot, iisa ang nangyayari sa bawat araw
Paikot-ikot, kailan at saan kaya ito hihinto?
Matatapos pa kaya ang lahat ng ito?

Hihintayin mo na lang ba ang dulo, kung kailan huli na ang lahat?

Araw-araw ay may bagong simula

Unti-unti nating naabot ang ating mga pangarap

Mga bagong pagkakataong hindi masasayang

Araw-araw, nabubuo ang mga masasayang alaala

Araw-araw, may bagong oportunidad

Araw-araw, ngayon ka pa ba magsasawa?

Hihintayin mo na lang ba ang dulo, kung kailan huli na ang lahat?

Unti-unti tayong natututo

Unti-unti tayong lumalakas

Unti-unti, aatras ka pa ba?

Hihintayin mo na lang ba ang dulo, kung kailan huli na ang lahat?

Mga bagong pag-asang nagniningas

Mga bagong pagsasamang tumatatag

Mga bagong nabubuong pagmamahalan ngunit hinihintay mo pa rin ang katapusan?

Hihintayin mo na lang ba ang dulo, kung kailan huli na ang lahat?

Panibagong umaga,
Panibagong saya.
Simula nang ika'y makita,
Puso ko'y tumibok bigla.

Panibagong umaga,

Puso ko’y agad natuwa.

Simula nang ika’y makita,

Mundo ko’y tumigil bigla.

Di alintana ang anumang katuwiran,
Umikot na sa’yo ang kaligayahan.
Puso’y ibinigay nang buong-buo,
Nadarang na rin sa labis na pagsuyo.

Di alintana ang anumang katuwiran,

Lahat ng gusto, sa’yo ay makakamtan.

Lahat ay ginawa ko para sa’yo,

Sukdulang isinakripisyo lahat ng pagod ko.

Maraming bagay nais makamtan,
Waring may pinaglilihian.
Noon, ikaw ay laging nariyan,
Ngayon ay biglang lumisan.

Maraming bagay ang nais makamtan,

Maging magkasama magpakailanman.

Pero habang tumatagal, tila di na nasisiyahan,

Ako'y nalilito, sadyang naguluhan.

Bakit? Bakit ka nawala?
Iniwan kaming nag-iisa.
Sa isang sulok, lumuluha,
Sa kabila, nagsasaya ka nang walang sawa.

Bakit? Bakit ka nawala?

Pagmamahal na ibinibigay ko’y parang ‘di nakikita,

Tanaw mo man sa mga labi ko'y puno ng saya,

Sana’y ramdam mo rin, puso ko'y lumuluha.

Ano ang paghihirap?
Minsan napapaisip ako,
Napapaisip ako kung bakit ko ba ito kailangang maranasan.

Saan ka ba nahihirapan?

Minsan nagtataka ako,

Tila ba ayaw mong tanggapin na mayroon ka ritong matututunan

Bakit nga ba ito ipinararanas sa akin?
May mali ba akong nagawa sa iyo kaya mo ako pinahihirapan?
O dahil ayaw mo lang ako bilang tao?

Bakit nga ba ayaw mo itong maranasan?

Mali ba ang paraang ginagawa ko kaya ika’y nahihirapan?

O dahil ayaw mo lang ako bilang tao?

Dapat ba akong parusahan nang ganito?
Ganoon ba kalala ang ginawa ko para pahirapan mo ako?
Sa totoo lang, para sa akin, sariling pag-iisip mo lang ang iniintindi mo.

Dapat mo pa ba akong kwestyunin nang ganito

At pagdudahan ang pamamaraan ko

Kung simula't sapul, tanging kapakanan mo ang tunay na iniintindi ko

Bakit mo ito ginagawa?

Syempre, lahat ay may rason
Pakisabi sa akin kung anong ginawa ko sa'yo para pahirapan mo.

Sa halip na ako’y iyong kwestyunin,

Sana ri'y pakinggan muna at intindihin

Gusto ko lang nama’y may mapulot kang aral sa lahat ng iyong gagawin