I want to stop overthinking and lying to myself

But still, I ask:

Am I wrong for wanting such from you?

I feel scared that, maybe, I’m crossing boundaries that should not be crossed

I am scared that this leaking heart that keeps on giving so much love to you

Might just suddenly give up.

But if you want the same, please do not keep it hidden,

And show that which you have been forced to deny.

Too many others have nobody,

Yet I have you, including the doubt in my own wandering mind

Having thoughts that may lead to an ending

Yet my heart says,

It's you I've wanted above all else,

It’s you I’ve wanted above every dream

Is it love?

Or am I a fool for ever wanting you?

Paumanhin

Paumanhin ngunit di ko magagawa.

Paumanhin ngunit di ko gustong saktan ka.

Paumanhin ngunit hindi ko mapigilan.

Paumanhin ngunit sarado pa ang aking isipan.

Paumanhin ngunit may nananatili pa rin sa puso kong nagdurugo.

Nang malaman mong nararamdaman ko’y totoo.

Hindi mapapalitan ang lungkot sa bawat ngiting iyong ipinapakita.

TIla mga yakap pa rin niya ang aking dala-dala at inaalala.

Mahal ko pa rin siya.

Lahat ng aming pinagsamahan,

Mananatili pa rin sa aking isipan,

Masakit man ang aking pinagdadaanan.

Siya pa rin talaga ang nilalaman

Hindi ko pa kayang humanap ng iba.

Dahil hanggang ngayon umaasa at aasa pa rin talaga

Ang puso kong minamahal pa rin ang isang tulad niya.

Ngayon ika’y tatanungin

Maari mo bang pigilin?

Ang iyong tunay na raramadaman para sa akin

Dahil kahit anong aking pagpipilit

Wala pa ring papalit sa kanya na tunay kong iniibig.

A promise is a commitment,

You have to be consistent.

A promise is sacred

Because it’s more than just a word

You cannot take for granted.

A promise is binding.

Don’t you miss a thing,

Don’t go about forgetting.

A promise is easy to make

But is hard to keep.

A promise is what you do,

Not what you say you’ll do.

A promise is everything,

And once broken, it will mean nothing.

I lived in anger, fear, and regret

As I sought for forgiveness and put my life to bet.

People judge me for the things I did wrong

That is why I’m searching for an uplifting song.

My tears fell and I wiped them away

As if they only lasted for a day.

The times I was hurt, it was because I cared,

Now, I have to accept that life is unfair.

I did things I wish I could change

I wonder if life can still be rearranged.

Second chances don’t last for so long

So I’d better act before mine’s gone.

As time goes by everything fades away

Though deep in my heart I wish you stayed.

I sleep with joy now, when I lay down at night

And I can see brightness even without light.