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Literary: How We Used To Be

2/04/2016 08:58:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments



The memories we shared
And all those times we spent together…
I thought those kinds of moments would never end.

But one day, everything—
What we had and what we once were—
Was gone.

Can we go back?

To the place where we used to let them all out—
All the feelings and secrets that we had
Go back to where we used to waste our time
Thinking how our day went so fine.

Because now I go back there alone
Just to remember how we used to be.

Can I hold back?

This feeling I get when I’m with you
While I have not yet fallen deeper
This feeling of caring for you too much
When I really don’t need to

Because I don’t think I can ignore this feeling
If everyday to see you is what I am expecting.

Can we turn back?

The time before we talked about
What I admitted or who I liked
When we were not that distant
When everything was fine

I know we couldn’t
But I would do anything,
Everything
Just to bring back how we used to be.



The fights we had
And all those sleepless nights I spent thinking about you
I wish those moments would end

Then one night, one fight
We both thought we could solve—
Destroyed us

I don’t want to go back…

To the place where we used to enjoy each other’s company—
The same place where I saw you happy with another guy
Where you used to waste my time telling me lies about how I made your day

Because every now and then
I see you go back there alone
Remembering how we used to be

Don’t even think about…

Us getting back together
For my heart has not yet recovered
From the heartbreaks you caused
Even if I still love you

Because I don’t think I can handle another relationship
If that relationship is with you

I don’t want to remember…

The happiness you gave me when you admitted you liked me
When I gave you everything because you promised to do the same
When I tried to save us while you destroyed me
When I thought we’re okay but we’re not

I know there’s still a way
But I would not let that happen
Please stop trying
Bringing back how we used to be

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