english,
Hey, I just
wanted to say I like you. A lot. We’ve been best
friends for like, what, a year
I love you
Literary: Psyche
No.
This is
stupid.
Oh hell no.
I crossed off
everything, crumpling the paper into a ball. I swear this confession is going
nowhere.
Why don’t you
just. Go say it. You know. Right now.
...
“I... I like you!” I
blurted out, unable to look you in the face.
“You... What?” You
looked at me, confused.
My best friend of 4
years, looking at me in a way... In a way I can’t... Don’t know how to react
to.
“I like you.” I said
calmly, or at least sounding calm, even daring to look in your eyes. It took
all my self-control to keep standing there looking like a goddamn idiot.
“What do you mean?”
You looked quizzically at me. Not believing.
“I mean I really like
you. More than a friend. Ro-romantically.” Did I just... Oh my god I stuttered.
“I. Well. I don’t
think I, I don’t know if, I...” You said, lowering your gaze, talking slowly
and hesitantly.
...
You know what? No.
No. We are not going
there.
Forget this
confession, let’s just keep this... Friendship. I’m. Ok.
With. That.
...
“Dude. Dude, I cannot
believe you fell for that! Psyche!” I spit out, a little too loudly.
“I... You... What?”
You widened your eyes, giving me a light punch afterwards.
“It was just a stupid
dare. Prank. You know. Whatever.” I said, putting on a smile.
“Well, you got me-”
”It’s not like I’m really gay or anything. That would be stupid.” I laughed out loud.
”It’s not like I’m really gay or anything. That would be stupid.” I laughed out loud.
“I don’t think... Hey,
being gay is not-”
“Right.” I cut you off
yet again, waving my hand.
...
Except it was.
I saw how stupid it
was, saw it in your eyes, heard it in your voice.
Well, you know what?
Psyche!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
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