Damdamin,

Literary: Magsiuwi na Kayo

1/22/2021 09:00:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Magsiuwi na kayong mga makata
Sapagkat hindi na kayo marunong tumula
Hindi na naipipinta ng inyong mga salita
Ang larawan ng tapang at pag-ibig.
Ang inyong mga talinghaga
Ay pawang mga tulo na lamang ng dugo
Mula sa mga sugat
Ng isang naghihingalong katawan.

Magsiuwi na kayong mga artista
Sapagkat wala nang naniniwala sa inyo.
Hindi na ninyo natatakpan
Ang kalungkutan ng mundo
Ng gawa-gawang pagmahahal.
Ang inyong mga kolorete
at magarbong damit
Pati mga pekeng yakap at halik.
Ay may bahid na rin
Ng tulo ng luha.

Magsiuwi na kayong mga musikero
Sapagkat di na kayo magaling.
Humaba na ang inyong mga kuko
At naubusan na kayo ng hininga
Sa paggawa ng mga dapat gawin
Sa halip na tugtugin ng simbuyo ng damdamin.

Magsiuwi na kayong mga mandirigma
Sapagkat mahina na kayo.
Malalim ang sugat
Mula sa pagsasakripisyo ng pagkabata
at pagbuhos ng luha, dugo, at pawis
Sa isang digmaang walang namang kalaban
Kundi ang kakulangan sa pag-ibig
At mga pangarap na hindi pa natutupad.

Magsiuwi na kayong lahat
Sapagkat nauupos na ang kandila
Ng inyong mga puso.
Pansamantalang patayin ang alab
At magkubli sa dilim
Nang makilala ang sarili
At ang nararamdaman.

At kapag napuno na ulit kayo
Ng lakas, tapang, at pag-ibig
Salubungin ninyo ang isa’t isa
Ng mahihigpit na yakap
Tumula, umarte, tumugtog, makidigma
At, higit sa lahat,
Maging masaya.


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boomerang,

Literary: Tahanan sa Labas ng Bahay

1/22/2021 08:54:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Hunyo 5, 2008

Tandang-tanda ko pa ang araw kung kailan mapalad akong nabigyan ng pangalawang bahay. Bahay na wala mang kamang tulugan, telebisyong panonooran, at salang tambayan, masaya pa rin ako dahil may malaking palaruan na matatakbuhan. Bahay na kahit wala man ang aking mga magulang, panatag ako dahil may mga guro na sa aki’y nakabantay at nakaalalay. Bahay na kahit hindi ko man kasama ang aking mga kapatid, maraming kasing-edad ko ang maaari kong makalaro—kakilala ko man o hindi. Bahay na matatawag kahit hindi lumalagpas ng anim na oras ang pananatili rito mula Martes hanggang Biyernes. 

Kung pipili ako ng mga salitang maglalarawan sa pinagdaanan ko sa bahay na ito, ang mga ito ay “basic,” “malaya,” at “kaibigan.” Basic dahil dito mo malalaman ang mga pinaka-basic na konsepto sa buhay. Basic kung tawagin dahil ang lahat naman sa atin ay kinakailangang matutunan ito bago dumako sa mas kumplikado. Dahil dito, wari mo’y naglalaro ka pa rin kaya hindi mo malalamang ikaw pala ay nag-aaral. Dahil sa musmos na kaisipan, hindi mo aakalaing ang mga ito ay mahalaga. Malaya dahil hindi nakakahon sa iilang mga aktibidad ang iyong mga ginagawa. Araw-araw, may iba-ibang kuwento, iba-ibang paraan ng pagkatuto, at iba-ibang mga aralin. Malaya rin dahil hindi nakasentro ang iyong pag-iisip sa pagkatuto. Panghuli ang salitang kaibigan, dahil sa bahay na ito, kahit sino ay maaari mong kaibiganin. Isang beses lamang na makalaro mo siya sa palaruan o kaya naman ay makasabay mo siya magbasa ng libro sa silid-aklatan, magkaibigan na kayo. 

Sa bahay na ito, wagas ang dami ng mga posibilidad ng mga maaaring mangyari. Isa lamang ang sigurado — dito mo makikilala ang pangalawang pamilya mo. 

Hunyo 13, 2011

Pagkalipas ng mahigit tatlong taon, hudyat na ng pagbabago. Panibagong bahay at mga guro ngunit parehong mga kaibigan ang kasama. Lumalagpas na rin sa anim na oras tuwing Martes hanggang Biyernes ang pag-uwi rito. Dumating pa nga ang taon kung kailan limang beses sa isang linggo ang pag-uwi sa bahay na ito kaysa sa nakaugalian. Kahit wala nang palaruang matatakbuhan, nariyan naman ang Bulwagan na bagong tambayan. 

Ang bagong bahay na ito ay maikukumpara ko sa isang embudo. Mula sa pagiging malaya ng dating bahay, ang pangalawa naman ang kabaligtaran. Mas maraming oras na ang kailangang ilaan para sa pag-aaral kaysa sa paglalaro. Sa bahay na ito kasi mapagtatantong umuuwi ka rito upang mag-aral at hindi maglaro. Nagsimula na ring magkaroon ng pormula ng mga mangyayari sa araw-araw. Araw-araw, pabigat nang pabigat ang konsepto ng “puntos” sa iyong isipan. Ngunit kahit na ganoon, nariyan pa rin naman ang mga taong handang tumulong sa iyo.

Sa bahay na ito, wagas ang dami ng mga posibilidad ng mga maaaring mangyari. Dahil sa murang edad, maaaring magkaroon ng mga hindi pagkakaintindihan na magbubunga sa pagkawala ng ibang mga miyembro ng pangalawa mong pamilya. 

Hunyo 4, 2015

Pagdaan ng apat na taon, kinakailangan na namang lumipat sa isang panibagong bahay. Isang bahay na nakatatakot dahil sa laki’t nakalulula dahil sa taas. Sa katunayan, maaari mo nga itong ikumpara sa mga mall na itinatayo ng Ayala. Binubuo ito ng apat na parte. Isang parte na nakalaan para sa isang Gym, kung saan makikita ang mga atletang nag-eensayo tuwing gabi. Isang bahagi kung saan makikita ang mga opisyal ng paaralan at mga lugar na nakalaan para sa sayawan at kasiyahan. Isang bahagi kung saan ka mabubusog at mahahasa ang mga praktikal na gawain. Ang pinakamalaking parte naman ay apat na palapag ang taas. Dito nangyayari halos lahat ng mga pag-aaral. Huwag nating kalimutan ang Quadrangle, ang gitna ng tahanan na maituturing bilang sala. 

Ang pagpasok sa malaking tarangkahan ng bahay na ito ay parang pagpasok sa pinto patungo sa totoong buhay—mahirap at hindi ka laging nasa rurok. Mahirap dahil parami nang parami ang mga kinakailangan, oo, kinakailangang malaman. Kasabay ng pagdami ng mga asignatura ay ang pagdami rin ng iyong responsibilidad. Sa hirap, minsan ay mapupunta ka sa pinakamababang punto ng iyong buhay. Sa kabila naman ng mga ito, masaya pa rin dahil sa mga taong iyong mga kasama. Masaya dahil kasama mo pa rin hanggang ngayon ang mga dati mong kaibigan. Mayroon din namang mga bagong makikilala, nakapagtataka dahil alam mong dapat sabay-sabay kayo papasok pero biglang may darating na bago. Nakapagtataka man, hindi mo na rin ito mapapansin kalaunan. Exciting dahil dito rin magbubukas ang pinto para sa mga oportunidad na hindi pang-akademiko. May iba’t ibang organisasyon para iba’t ibang interes. Maaari rin sumali sa mga varsity kung hilig mo ang pagbabanat ng buto.

Sa bahay na ito, wagas ang dami ng mga posibilidad ng mga maaaring mangyari. Maraming darating at aalis, tao man o oportunidad, kinakailangan mo lang masanay. Ang mahalaga ay ang pananatili mo sa tirahang ito. 

Agosto 8, 2019

Panibagong sistema sa parehas na bahay. Ganoon pa rin ang bahay tulad ng dati, hindi nakakapagod mahalin. Bahay na wala mang kamang tulugan, telebisyong panonooran, at salang tambayan, masaya pa rin dahil ito ang ating pangalawang bahay. Hindi man orihinal na bahay, ang bawat isa’y naging kumportable na rin dito. Ang mga pasilyo ay ginagawang tulugan at ang silid-aklatan at Food Court ay tinatambayan. 

Ang panibagong yugto namang ito ay maituturing na hagdan. Hagdan na magdadala sa atin papunta sa ating mga pangarap. Mas mahirap, syempre, pero masaya kahit na hindi mo nakakasama madalas ang iyong mga kaibigan. Ang mga kaibigang lagi mong kasama dati ay nakahahalubilo mo na lamang sa tuwing walang klase. Dito, tila ba higit na kapana-panabik ang pag-aaral dahil interesado ka sa iyong mga asignatura. Marami na rin ang mga oras na walang klase, kung kaya ginugugol mo ito sa mga bagay na hindi mo na magagawa sa oras na lisanin mo ang bahay na ito.

Sa bahay na ito, wagas ang dami ng mga posibilidad ng mga maaaring mangyari. Sa tagal ng pananatili, darating at darating ang oras ng pamamaalam. 

Hulyo 8, 2021

Tatlong bahay ang nilipatan sa loob ng labintatlong taon. Kapag iyong nakita ang tatlong ito, iisang salita lang ang iyong maiisip—tahanan. Salamat sa pagpapatuloy sa iyong tahanan sa loob ng labing-tatlong taon. Mapadpad man sa iba’t ibang lugar sa mundo, hahanap at hahanap ng oras para makauwi sa’yo.

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english,

Literary: Favorite Parts

1/22/2021 08:50:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Waking up every morning at four
So early that the sky is still dark
Feeling the cold morning breeze
I never knew I’d miss these this much

When I journey every day
I love looking at the dark blue sky
Slowly brightening up
Little by little, the sun shows itself

Then I arrive
At this simple yet beautiful place
Its familiar warmth embracing me
Just as it has always done for the past 12 years

Inside are my favorite parts
Where I’ve had a lot of my firsts
And even a few of my lasts too
These places hold my most precious memories

Benches made of stone
Became our everyday lunch tables
A place where I often stay with my friends
And happily chat about each other’s crushes

A room with almost all the essentials
Always chock-full of busy students
Whether rushing to print important files
Or just staying to enjoy the cool air

Outside each room are students
Either sitting down or sleeping on the floor
Their backpacks used as pillows
For their sleepy heads, tired from the day’s work

Whenever we get hungry
There will always be turon and sandwiches
For us to buy and snack on between classes
They can be a little pricey, but they’re delicious

With all these places I mentioned
Places that I love and adore
Are the different people
Who complete my every day

Teachers who love us unconditionally
Staff who never get tired for us
And of course,
My silly but loving classmates

Every single one of these people and places
Helped me become the person I am today
I am happy, and I have grown a lot
Thank you for being my home


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filipino,

Literary: 0001151292136

1/22/2021 08:46:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Sa tahanan namin may apat na kwarto 

Unang kwarto

Dito lagi ang punta namin tuwing umaga
Tipong kagagaling lang sa tulog, dito agad ang aming destinasyon
Dito madalas tahimik kasi:
Dito kami gumagawa ng mga trabaho
Dito kami naghahabol ng deadline
Dito makikita ang mga tao na laging nakatitig sa kani-kaniyang device na hawak
Pero minsan maingay rin dito
Siyempre kailangan din naming magpahinga sa mga ginagawa kahit saglit
Ang iba tulog ang pambawi ng enerhiya
Masarap din kasing matulog dito, may aircon
Minsan may maririnig kang kumakanta
May makikita kang sumayaw sa isang tabi
Minsan mabibigla ka na lang dahil may sumigaw
At ito pa, minsan may maaamoy ka
'Yun pala may kumakain sa loob kahit bawal

Pangalawang kwarto

Dito, madalas kasama namin ang mga tao sa katabing tahanan
Dito, kahit ano, maaari naming gawin
Pwedeng makipagdaldalan sa mga tao
Pagsaluhan ang mga pagkain na meron kami
Kumustahin ang mga tao sa kanilang ginagawa
Makipaglaro sa kanila
Sumigaw kahit trip lang
Kahit tumawa o umiyak ka nang napakalakas ay okay lang
At lalong-lalo na dito lang dapat kami kumakain 

Pangatlong kwarto

Dito masarap gumawa ng trabaho o mag-aral
Kung hindi namin trip gumawa sa unang kwarto o sa pang-apat na kwarto
Dito ang diretso namin
Para maiba ang vibes ng lugar
Dahil may aircon din dito
masarap matulog
Pero iniiwasan iyon dahil may kailangang tapusin
Dito bawal ang mag-ingay
Pagagalitan ka
May pagkakataon nga na muntikan pa kaming palabasin sa ingay namin
Dito may mga nagpupuslit ng pagkain kahit bawal

Pang-apat na kwarto

Dito kami nakikinig ng lecture ng mga guro
Dito, parang sa unang kwarto lang
May nag-iingay, may pokus sa pakikinig sa guro
May natutulog, may hindi nakikinig
At syempre hindi mawawala ang taong kumakain
Hilig talaga naming kumain
Ang kaibahan lang ay
Hindi namin hawak ang aming mga device dito
Papel at bolpen o lapis ang aming hawak
At walang aircon dito, electric fan lang

Lilipat man kami ng tahanan
Mananatili sa amin ang mga alaalang nabuo
Hinding-hindi namin malilimutan itong mga kwartong ito
Dito namin binuo ang pamilya
Dito namin kinilala ang aming mga sarili
Dito kami lumaki
Hanggang sa aking pagbalik. Paalam.


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0-08,

Literary: A Place I Call Home

1/22/2021 08:42:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments




A familiar scent
The refreshing smell of leaves
Scattered on the ground

A familiar sight
People jogging and biking
Around and around

A familiar face
Friends, teachers, and family
All precious to me


A familiar place
The only place I call home
My UP Campus

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Anatheia,

Literary: Hanggang sa Muli

1/22/2021 08:38:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Aking mga kaibigan dito
Ang ating kwentuhan tuwing hapon
Hinding-hindi itatapon
Aking itatago

Mga laro natin sa kwarto
Paghampas ng mga unan sa katawan
Mga kinagigiliwang asaran
Aking itatago

Mga pagkanta natin sa kwarto
Hanggang sumakit ang ating lalamunan
Kahit hindi na magsalita kinabukasan
Aking itatago

Sa aking mga kaibigan dito
Sa mga taong ating kinawiwilihan
‘Wag sanang pairalin ang karupukan
Ngunit ang nararamdaman ay ‘wag sanang itago

Anim na taon sa bahay na ito
Maraming alaala ang naipon
Ang pag-alala ay hindi kaya ng isang hapon
Hinding-hindi malilimutan hanggang dulo

Sa aming paglipat ng bahay ng pamilya
Bagong alaala ang mabubuhay
Kasama ang mga bagong tao sa aming buhay
Hanggang sa muli aking mga kaibigan


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filipino,

Literary: Tahanan

1/22/2021 08:34:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Bahay
Lugar kung saan pamilya ang kasama ko
Para sa akin, napakahalaga ng lugar na ito
Dito ko naipakikita kung sino talaga ako

Pamilya

Sila ang laging nariyan upang sa akin ay mag-aruga
Tuwing kasama ko sila, ang bawat oras ay mahalaga
Sa bawat pangarap ko, tuloy ang kanilang pagsuporta

Paaralan
Dito ko natagpuan ang aking mga kaibigan
Dito natuto ako ng maraming bagay na sa bahay ay ‘di ko natutunan
Kahit pansamantala, naramdaman ko rito ang kasiyahan

Kaibigan
Madalas kong kasama, sa kasiyahan man o kalungkutan
Sa mga problema ko, sila ang madalas kong sinasabihan
Mapalad akong mabatid, tunay silang mapagkakatiwalaan

Tahanan
Dito naramdaman ko ang halaga ng isang pamilya at kaibigan
Kahit magkaiba ang papel na sa buhay ko’y kanilang ginampanan
Sila pa rin ang bumuo sa lugar na tinatawag kong tahanan


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english,

Literary: Pauwi Sa'yo

1/22/2021 08:30:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments




Sa gitna ng nangyayaring kaguluhan
Isa lamang ang aking hinahangad
Ang makauwi sa aking tahanang
Maglalayo sa akin sa realidad

Munting tahanang matagal nabuo
Sa dami ng pagsubok na pinagdaanan
Tahanang binuo ng dalawang taong
Lubos na nagsisikap at nagmamahalan

Napakaraming inisip at isinakripisyo
Bawat haligi ng tahana’y pinatibay at hinulma
Ngunit nang nagtagal, ang tunay na bumuo
Ay ang dalawang pusong kalauna’y naging isa

Sa kabila ng paglalim at pagkakatatag
Hindi maiiwasang makaranas ng paghihirap
‘Di kailanman naisip na matitibag 
Ngunit ngayo’y tila nagbabago na ngang ganap

Saan ako nagkulang, may nagawa ba akong mali?
Mayroon bang problema, may ‘di ka ba nagustuhan?
Mahal ko, ikaw lamang ang aking minimithi
‘Di ipagpapalit sa iba, wala ka nang dapat katakutan

Handang gumawa ng paraan para ika’y makampante
Handa ring ipangalandakan sa mundo
Umaraw man o gumabi, umulan man o bumagyo
Ikaw ay akin, at ako ay sa’yo

O aking sinta, wala nang dapat ikatakot
Sa dami ng nalagpasan, ‘di na dapat pang magduda
Ang saya’t pagmamahal na iyong idinudulot
Palaging mararamdaman, saan man magpunta

Matapos ang lahat, buo pa rin aking damdamin
Hindi na hahayaang humadlang pa ang oras at layo
Kahit saan tumungo, ako'y uuwi pa rin
Sa tahanang natagpuan ko sa piling mo

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english,

Literary: She

1/22/2021 08:26:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





there is this entity
who only knows
to roam through deserted places
all by himself

when he soars
through a tenebrous sky
the lone moon brightens up
this black and blank canvas,
like how her pearl-like teeth
stand out among his tales of woe

later he descries
the depths of an ocean abyss
and finds some
stories she used to tell
about shipwrecks and airplanes
nosediving their way
into this bizarre place

after that glimpse,
he returns
to the ocean surface
where he is in between
the worlds he visited,

tides rise even higher,
waves synchronously
flow with his psyche,
helping him ruminate

suddenly, he grasps
the idea of
it not being
a deserted place after all,
how he discerns
an image of her
inside his mind
makes him feel like
loneliness is non-existent,
that her death
did nothing but
separate the alignment
of their timelines

she makes those
unusual places
feel like home-
maybe “she”
was just another word
for home


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filipino,

Literary: Sa araw ng iyong pagkawala

1/22/2021 08:22:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments




Noong araw na ikaw ay nawala 
Ang lahat ng bagay at alaala na iyong iniwan 
Ay aking ikinahon, at ibinalot nang marahan 
Habang binabalikan ang ating masasayang kuwento 

Matapos ang matagal na pagbabalot 
Itinabi ko ang kahon sa sulok ng bahay 
Siniguradong ligtas ito sa kinalalagyan 
Sa pagbabakasakali na ako’y iyong babalikan

Lumipas ang ilang buwan 
Ang tagal ko nang nagpaikot-ikot
Mahanap lamang kita 
Ngunit ni anino mo’y ‘di ko nasilayan 

Naalikabukan na ang kahon
Agad na nilinis at tiningnan kung ito’y maayos pa 
Sa aking pagbukas, ako’y namangha 
Tila walang pagbabago, kaaya-aya pa rin ang mga ito

Isang taon na rin pala mula noong itinabi ko ito
Hindi ko alam kung dapat ko na ba itong itapon
O kung hihintayin ko pa na bumalik ka 
Para balikan ang mga iniwan mo

Ayos lamang kung ika’y matagalan, basta’t magsabi ka lang
Handa naman akong tanggapin kang muli 
Umuwi ka na sa akin 
Dahil tahanan ay lugar na lamang para sa akin

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Chanel No. 5,

Literary: What Love Was

1/22/2021 08:18:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





I gave,
and I gave,
and I gave.
I got nothing
In return.

I loved,
and loved,
and loved,
and I always
wound up
getting hurt.

I cried,
and I cried,
and I cried.
But no one
heard my
tears.

I thought that
was the thing
about love.

You give,
you love,
you cry.
And all it brings
is heartbreak.

Love.

I never really
understood it.
I never really
understood why
people do it, when
all it returns is
tears,
pain,
and sacrifice.

Tears.
Pain.
Sacrifice.


Yet people keep
doing it.
People keep loving.
Despite all the
heartache
and hurt it gives.

I never really
understood love.

And then you came.

And I gave,
and gave,
and gave.
But it’s alright,
because I loved you.
And all the things
I gave you was
worth it,
because you loved
me too.

I loved you.

But then you left.
You left me.


And I cried,
and cried,
and cried.
But then I finally
understood what
love was.

Love
can give you more
than just tears,
pain, sacrifice.
It is more than
heartache and hurt.

It gives you
safety,
security,
contentedness,
and feelings
I don’t even know
how to describe.

But all I can say is,
it gives you a home.

I finally understand
why people keep loving.

You were my home.

And when you left,
it hurt like hell.

A moment ago,
we were in love.
and then suddenly,
you were gone.

I was homeless.

You left and you took my heart with you.

Loving.

I finally understand.

It is the endless search
by lonely, broken, and unsheltered
hearts. 

Our endless search for a home.




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Elliot,

Literary: The Comforting Embrace of the Unknown

1/22/2021 08:12:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





The moonlight glimpses through the dainty gold curtain in my room, illuminating my Victorian-modeled bed frame. I can’t help but stare at the celestial rock floating in the vast space. I can hear its calls, its whispers– oh-so enticing. The northwestern cold breeze fills the room. I can hear the trees rustling outside the balcony, and I can feel the restlessness spreading through my body–my hands start to shake, and my heart pounds against my chest. The heart monitor beside my bed starts to beep uncontrollably, the curtains undulate frantically, and the chandelier begins to sway intensely. I promised that I’d ignore the light, that I would fight, but the glistening luminosity lured me with its warm and comforting embrace. For the first time in many years, I felt tranquility. For months, I had been getting a whiff of death’s stench and I have been so scared to face it but I am also tired of fighting my disease for so many years that I long and pray for it to come. Now that it's here, I don’t know what to do. It has been sitting at the foot of my bed for a long time, wearing me down with its comforting gaze, and eyes of sorrow. I am about to give in. I stretch my arms into oblivion, worried that it would break its promises of peace. I step into the light and my heart stops beating. I want to send my apologies to those I will disappoint with my failed promise. But this is a place to call home. There is luxury, pleasure, satisfaction, exhilaration. I’ve never felt so alive, so human, in this place, where everybody is scared to go.


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filipino,

Literary: Pahinga

1/22/2021 08:08:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Panahon na upang magpahinga.
Tahanan ang nais matamasa.
Malayo na ang aking nalakbay.
Pasalamat at ako’y ‘di bumigay.

Panibagong taon, panibagong saya,
patuloy pa ring umaasa.
Panibagong taon, panibagong mga pagkakataon,
sumasabay pa rin sa buhay na puno ng alon.

Angat-baba, angat-baba,
ang buhay ay puno ng kaba.
Anong mayroon sa panibagong taon?
Utak ay punong-puno ng tanong.

Talon dito, talon doon,
iiwan ang malulungkot na panahon.
Punas dito, punas diyan,
pagagalingin ang masasakit na mga sugat.

Maraming mga nangyari,
ayoko nang maulit pang muli.
Kukunin ko ang mga karanasan,
at mga luha’y aking iiwan.

Ako’y nasasabik nang maramdaman ang tahanan,
pamilya’t kaibigan ay muling mahahagkan.
Puno ng mga taong ika’y dadamayan,
Yakap ng bahay ay hindi mapapantayan.

May tawanan dito, may yakap doon.
Wala nang nais kundi maparoon.
Pagmamahal ng buong pamilya ang iyong madarama.
Tila ba’y nalilimutan ang mga problema.

Kaya panahon na upang magpahinga muna.
Ako’y uuwi at sarili’y ihahanda.
Aasang ang bagong taon ay parang tahanan,
komportable, maliwanag, at puno ng kasiyahan.


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Amelia,

Literary: I was my Home

1/22/2021 08:04:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Happiness makes me feel at home.
I’m happy when I’m being me, a jolly person.
I am my home.

I once walked a path,
where I could do whatever I want.
When suddenly entrants came and
they started to ruin me.

They‘ve always seen me
as a weak person.
They kept telling me
that I am not fit to be anywhere.

Then there I was - a girl,
who was always locked up in a room,
crying in bed all alone.
My home was shattered.

After some time, there I was - a girl
who met someone
whom I can trust and
who helped me rebuild my broken pieces, my home.

He helped me realize
that everything happens for a reason.
I was assured that
I had a shoulder to lean on.

Now, here I am - a girl,
who is starting to smile again.
Because of that someone,
I won’t be fragile ever again.


Those entrants can’t and won’t
bother me any longer.
Now I am happy with him and 
when I feel happy, I feel at home.


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filipino,

Literary: Isang Sulat

1/22/2021 07:58:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments




Minamahal naming Inay, 


Kumusta na po kayo? Sinabi po kasi ng mga kapatid ko na mukhang mas lumalala ang sakit ninyo. Naku, Inay, kung may mahahanap lang sana akong doktor na makagagamot sa inyo. Bakit ganoon, Inay? Ilang libong doktor na ang napuntahan natin, wala pa ring nangyayari. Di ka pa rin gumagaling mula sa iyong karamdamang kanser. 

Hayaan mo, ‘Nay. Gagawin ko po ang lahat para gumaling kayo. Tatapusin ko po ang pag-aaral ko para ako na po mismo ang gagamot sa inyo sa hinaharap. Iyan po ang pangakong hindi ko kailanman malilimutan. Asahan po ninyo ako, 'Nay. Pati na rin ang mga susunod pang henerasyon ng inyong mga anak. 

Ang tagal na po pala ng sakit ninyo, ano? Umabot ng limandaang taon ninyo tinitiis iyan? Baka nga ilang libong taon na po ninyo iyan tinitiis, hindi lang po namin alam. Siguro dahil kakaunti lang po ang alam namin tungkol sa inyong nakaraan. Sabihin na po siguro natin na ang Maylikha lang po sa inyo ang makaaalam niyan. Pero noong narinig namin ang kuwento ng inyong buhay mula sa mga naiwang larawan sa amin ng aming mga nakatatandang kapatid, mas naintindihan namin ang mga nangyari sa inyo ‘Nay. Kaya hinding-hindi maiaalis mula sa aming isipan ang mga karumal-dumal na nangyari sa aming mga kapatid nitong mga nagdaang taon. Alam kong may mga mabubuti rin namang naidulot ito sa atin. 

Pero huwag nating hayaang maipagsawalang-bahala ang pagsasakripisyong ginawa ng inyong mga anak noong mga panahong iyon. 

Sabi po nila, ito raw po ang pinakamahabang gabi sa buong buhay nila. Nagsimula ito noong dumalo sa inyo ang mga bisitang buhat sa ibang bansa. Bago pa man po raw sila dumating ay nakikita pa nila ang araw sa langit at mga ibong malayang kumakanta at lumilipad. Ngunit simula noong bumisita ang mga banyaga sa ating bahay, tila unti-unting lumulubog daw ang araw at palalim nang palalim ang gabi. 

Alam ko po na hanggang ngayon, inaalam pa rin natin kung babalik pa ba ang araw sa atin.

Hindi pangkaraniwan ang gabing iyon, Inay. Nakatutuklap ng balat ang lamig at nabibingi kami sa katahimikan ng paligid. Wala kang ibang makita kundi ang dilim, na tila ba'y nakakapit sa lahat ng mga tao sa tahanan natin. 

Magaganap na ang ikasasawi ng marami. 

Sa pamamagitan ng pag-inom ng dugo't tubig, ipinangako nila sa inyo na tutulungan ka niya, aarugain, at ituturing na kaibigan. 

Isang malaking kasinungalingan! Sa kanilang ginawang pang-aalipusta sa iyong dangal, sa halip na takot ay galit ang nag-aalab sa aking dibdib at pagtangis ang ibinubuga ng aking bibig!

Inay, bakit naman ganoon? Sinaktan ka nila, binusabos! Itinuring ka nilang parang hayop na walang sariling pag-iisip. Tinawag ka nilang alipin at pinaluhod ka pa nila sa kanilang harapan upang iparating sa atin na walang mapatutunguhan ang pamilya natin. O kayraming dugo at luha ang tumulo sa inyong kalupaan alang-alang sa inyo! Ilang daang libo sa inyong mga anak ang ipinahiya, pinahirapan, iginapos, sinakal, binugbog, sinaksak, binaril at sinunog! Ngunit wala pang isandaan sa kanila ang inalala ng inyong mga anak. 

Siguro nga, kung sa mga panahong iyon ko rin ito isinulat, malamang, iyan din ang aking magiging katapusan. Ano ba naman ang masama kung kausapin ng anak ang kaniyang ina bago ito mamatay? 

Totoo nga ang sabi nila. Marami raw ang namamatay sa maling akala. Inakala nating sila'y sugo ng Maylikha at mas magiging mabuti ang kalagayan ng lahat. 

Ngunit dahil sa kadiliman ay nanatili tayong bulag sa ating kalagayan. 

Sa loob ng mga ilang daang taon, napakadilim ng langit. Kailan ba ulit lalabas ang araw, 'Nay? Kailan namin ulit maririnig ang himig ng mga ibon at matatanaw muli ang kanilang paglipad? Kailan namin muli makikita ang kagandahan ng ating tahanan? Magkakaroon pa po ba ng liwanag? O isang panaginip lamang ang liwanag?

Ngunit ako’y matibay na naniniwalang sa dulo ng bawat gabi ay palaging may umagang nakaabang. Unti-unting sisilip ang araw, nilalabanan ang dilim, tulad ng paglaban ng mabuti sa masama. Hanggang sa tuluyang maglaho ang dilim. Ngunit sa halip na bughaw na dagat ang inyong matatanaw, ito’y pula, sapagkat iniwan ito ng inyong mga anak na nagbuwis ng buhay alang-alang sa inyo. Ito rin ang kanilang patunay na tumupad sila sa kanilang pangako na hindi ka kailanman nila pababayaan, at ipagtatanggol ka nila sa sinomang mang-aapi sa inyo. Sa lahat ng aming makakaya, hanggang sa huling paghinga, kayo lamang ang dugong itinitibok ng puso namin at ang tanging nasa mga isipan namin! 

Kaya ‘Nay, hindi na rin ako magtataka kung bakit nariyan pa rin ang sakit ninyo ngayon. Dahil sa napakapait ng inyong mga naging karanasan, kahit ang mga doktor ay hindi ito kayang pagalingin.

Ngayon, nawalay na tayo sa mapang-abusong mga banyaga, ngunit bakit tila hindi pa rin nagbago ang ating lipunan? Marami pa rin ang nasasakal, naabuso at namamatay. Ang nakalulungkot pa’y marami sa inyong mga anak ngayon ang nagnanais na lumisan mula sa ating tahanan, huwag ka nang balikan, at kilalanin ang hindi nila kadugo na kanilang ina, sapagkat sa akala nila'y higit sila sa atin at tayo ay mga alipin lamang, mga indio, mga mababang uri! 

Alam ko 'Nay, sobrang sakit para sa inyo na makitang ganito ang mga anak ninyo. Sana, sa susunod pang limandaang taon, bumalik na rin tayo sa dati. Sana, magkasundo na ang lahat. Sana, wala na ang mga pag-uugaling makasarili kung saan ang habol lamang sa inyo ay salapi, hindi na iniisip ang magiging kapakanan ng mga kanilang kapwa kapatid. Sana, matapos na rin itong mga madudugong labanan at bumalik-loob na rin sila sa inyo. 

Magiging mahirap nga ito, 'Nay. Alam kong hindi ko rin mararating ang panahong iyon dahil magiging matagal pa ito. Basta ang pangako ko ngayon sa inyo, sa pamamaraang aking makakaya ay tutulong ako sa aking kapwa kapatid at maibalik sa iyo ang mga naligaw ng landas. Hindi ko kailangan ng armas at dugo upang tulungan ka. Kahit tinta at papel lamang ang gamit ko ay maaari na. 

Salamat sa lahat, ‘Nay. Gagaling din iyang sakit ninyo. Huwag kayong matakot sapagkat nariyan lamang ako sa inyong tabi, nagmamahal nang buong puso. 


Hanggang sa aming huling paghinga, 

mahal na mahal ka namin, 'Nay. 


Paalam. 


Humahalik sa inyong mga kamay,

Ang Inyong Anak

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filipino,

Literary: Para sa Bayan

1/22/2021 07:52:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Tuwing gumigising sa umaga, sakit ng katawan agad ang nararamdaman. Hirap gumalaw ang mga balikat, ‘di makalingon dahil sa ngalay ng leeg, ‘di makayuko dahil sa sakit ng likod, at ‘di mawala ang sakit ng ulo dahil kinakapos sa tulog. Ngayong umaga, ganoon pa rin ang gawain. Pupunta sa banyo at maghihilamos, mahapdi ang pakiramdam dahil sa mga sugat na galing sa mga Personal Protective Equipment namin. May sugat sa noo, marka ng linya mula isang tainga papunta sa kabila, namumulang mga pisngi, pati na rin ang likod ng tainga. Magbibihis at hindi malilimutan ang maskara at face shield. 

Pagdating sa trabaho, takbo agad patungo sa emergency room. Kaunti lang at hindi kami sapat para sa dami ng tao na kailangang tugunan. Buong araw kami naglalakad, pabalik-balik, at paikot-ikot sa ospital. Hindi na nakararamdam ng pahinga. Hindi man lang makaupo kahit saglit lang. Nakaiidlip tuwing nasa trabaho at minsa’y napagsasabihan. Nahihirapang gumalaw sa hirap ng nararanasan. Pero alam sa sarili na para ito sa nakararami. Para sa kaligtasan ng lahat, gagawin ang makakaya.

Pagkatapos ng isang araw ng pagod, muli itong uulitin. Muling isasakripisyo ang buhay para makatulong. Hindi nakakasama ang pamilya para sa kaligtasan nila. Dahil ito ang masakit na kailangang gawin bilang isang frontliner. 'Pag natapos ang lahat ng ito, makauuwi na sa pamilya at mararamdaman ang matagal nang hinihintay na yakap nila.

Salamat sa inyo mga bayani, mga bayani natin sa kasalukuyang panahon.

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english,

Literary: Homesick

1/22/2021 07:46:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments




White must be my favorite color—all my walls are painted white, most of my dresses are color white, and my bedsheets, too. My room is small, but I don’t mind because it’s very cozy. Most mornings, I draw the faces of my friends in my sketchbook. There’s Ate Shelby who always drops by to check on me and to listen to my stories, Kuya Reymart who always has food for me, Ate Sharon who helps me clean up my mess, and little Kelsey who sleeps next door. On afternoons, I lie in bed while watching whatever T.V. show catches my interest, which most of the time, is just Spongebob Squarepants. In the evenings, Mama, Papa, my Kuya, and I spend time together, either watching movies, telling stories, or singing songs while Kuya plays the guitar.

I really like my home. It has everything I need.

Sometimes, I go on vacation for a few weeks. Mama always holds my hand when we’re in the car. Papa drives. Kuya sits in the passenger seat. He always lets me pick the song for our road trip even though I pick the same song every time. When we arrive at our destination, Kuya sets up his camera, and the four of us take a picture in the garden in front of the bright yellow bungalow. Once the flash goes off, I run straight through the door and enter a world with vibrant orange walls. I immediately head to the small table near the shoe rack to say hi to Sammy the turtle, who most of the time just dozes off on his little rock of an island. My family and I all go to the kitchen to whip up whatever meal is somehow edible, which in my dictionary, means anything that does not include broccoli. After eating, we usually project and watch movies on the wall, play board games, or have nighttime picnics so that we can gaze at the stars. One time, we even brought a tent to the garden and roasted marshmallows over a small fire. Kuya caught a firefly that night and put it into my palms. I was afraid that I would crush it because it was so fragile, or that I might cause its light to burn out, so I spread my fingers wide for it to fly freely again. Kuya said that he loved fireflies because they were so beautiful and that even though they were so tiny, their light was a treasure. “Just like you,” he told me as he swept me off my feet and spun me around with his hands carrying me by the underarms. I giggled, filled with delight, and started tickling him once he set me down.

Our family vacations are nice, but sometimes, the colored walls make my head spin, and the thick air hurts my chest. I don’t tell anyone that I’m missing my room because my family always looks so happy when we are here, but it usually doesn’t take long before we need to leave the bungalow. Once I start coughing and find it hard to breathe, we all pack up our things and leave. Most times, I fall asleep on the trip and wake up to the white walls of my room. Papa talks to his good friend, Tito Karl, who like me, must like the color white a lot because he always wears his white coat. Kuya drinks coffee while typing into his laptop on the table in the corner. Mama sits by my bed, holding my hand, with silent tears rolling down her face. I always smile at her and tell her that it’s okay. I’m home and I’m safe so she shouldn’t worry.

“Thank you, Doc,” Papa says when Tito Karl is about to leave the room. Tito Karl always smiles at me before closing the door. I’m happy that he always talks calmly with Papa until Papa’s wrinkles are smoothened out.

I look at my bedside table to check the date on my calendar. I see the red mark encircling the 27th of November, which is only a week from now. I am quite sad that after that date, I might not be able to go on vacation for a long time, but at least my family can still drop by to be with me in my home. I’ll also get to spend more time with Ate Shelby, and maybe even get to play with little Kelsey after we get our injections in a few days.

There’s still so much I can do—I think about the things that I will draw in my sketchbook tomorrow and about telling Kuya Reymart what meals I cooked during my vacation. I look at my papa, my mama, and my kuya, and then I look at the walls of white. I sigh in contentment and my eyelids slowly droop. Amidst the steady murmur of the ventilator that, through a tube and mask, brings air into my nose and mouth, I hear a faint whisper of “Get some rest, honey. Are you feeling better?” I nod and sleepily mumble, “There’s no place like home.” I fall asleep with a soft kiss lingering on my forehead.

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Dalisay,

Literary: My Home

1/22/2021 07:42:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





I wonder how long it would take me
to find my way home again
to feel the warmth and safety
I wonder how and when

I wonder if its walls are still
that slightly golden shade of brown
or if its bright lights and welcoming aura
are still known all across the town

I wonder if my home
still wonders about me too
or has it moved on when I moved out
and now shelters someone new

I wonder if it remembers
all the pleasant moments we shared
Even when I never said I did,
I hope it knew I’ve always cared

I wonder if it will forgive and let me
in the confines of its walls one last time
to feel its gentle, warm embrace
and maybe once again be mine


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Literary: Hearth

1/22/2021 07:38:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





A glow in the darkness
Pulls my fortunate soul close
To a refuge unsung and unwavering
A hearth of concrete and brick-stone

The fire may beckon me closer
To come nearer its golden blaze
Its passionate thrill and perilousness
May so easily catch my gaze

The world beyond may call forth
To discover what is yet unknown
It may lead me into winter’s blue
And apoplectic tempests on my own

Yet I remain bound and grounded
My love is far but not lost
Like a string that pulls through
To each moon and journey back
My evergreen redwood
Whose roots tangle into me

Oh dear one,
You may weep or wander
Dither or stray
But you always find your way home
Quickly and soon enough
You are led back to where you belong

Before brick-stone I sit
Nothing quite compares
To the warmth of the hearth


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Eclipse,

Literary: Asahi Cafe

1/22/2021 07:32:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Everywhere she looks is bleak and unwelcoming, very much in contrast to the bright digital billboards around her flashing the words “Welcome Home!”

Violet clutches her luggage tighter as she sits down in a chair in the airport’s waiting area, deciding that she’d grab a few moments of rest before her flight is called. As she observes the surge of people rushing around her, it feels as if she is stuck in time—static in the middle of the current of blurred faces moving on with their lives.

As she tears her gaze from the influx of travelers, her eyes land on a small red envelope placed right next to her. On the back, the words “Asahi Café” are printed in a clean script with a little drawing of a sunrise beside them.

Violet probably shouldn’t pick it up as it could’ve been someone else’s. But something in her gut tells her that she has to open it and read its contents. She’ll just return the envelope if there is something important written inside. It’s not like she’s going to lose anything—she’s leaving home and leaving everything behind anyway.

Dear whomever:

By the time you read this, I’ll probably be away on a plane travelling somewhere far from where I last left this letter. You’re lucky for actually opening this red envelope; most people would just leave it be or throw it away. As a gift, let me tell you my story.

I used to own this quaint little café called Asahi Café right in the middle of town. Asahi means “morning” or “sunlight” in Japanese, so I decorated my café as such. It was warm and welcoming, the orange and yellow tones made everyone who came to the café feel as if the sun was hugging them from the inside.

The drinks, too, revolved around that theme. Many of our customers enjoyed our drinks because they said that they were special. When I asked about this, they told me that drinking our Sunlight lattes was the feeling of serenity in seeing the sun rise every morning, the quiet moments of peace before the entire world woke up. Our Midnight coffees were the many sleepless nights of feeling the cool breeze tickle their skin as they stared at the shining stars above.

Our special, though, was the Sunset juice. It was an all-time favorite of our customers. In all honesty, in spite of being the owner, I never understood the hype about it. They said that despite the drink being iced, it warmed them inside in a way that would remind them of being wrapped in a hug—homey, cozy, and snug. For some, drinking Sunset juice was like walking home and seeing the sky—pinks, purples, oranges, and reds, all blended together in the vast expanse above. It was the fulfilment that made their hearts burst and made them think that they were so lucky to be alive right at those moments.

Many have told me that my café had a “magical air” around it. I didn’t really get it. But I’m glad that I gave people a sanctuary from the unrelenting and cruel world.

I served many customers in Asahi—from young, loud, obnoxious children who greatly enjoyed our sweet pastries and hung out at the café while their moms chitchatted at another table enjoying their lattes, to quiet, stressed-out, yet hopeful teenagers who would type away on their laptops all day, trying to catch up on their schoolwork.

I’ve learned their stories—of heartbreak and love, of feeling lost and being found, of being alone yet having enough company, and of being a part of a crowd yet feeling too lonesome. I’m glad that Asahi worked its magic somehow, and made this quaint little café a place for them to call home. How do I know this? Well, I saw the prominent change in my customers once they entered the store. Sometimes it was the small bounce in their steps as they walked to the cashier, or the way their eyes sparkled when they ordered a drink. Most times it was the way their smiles widened as they conversed with their friends while hanging out at the café, or just the way that they looked: like they weren’t carrying the weight of the world on their shoulders—like they could finally breathe and be at home.

The thing is, though, while Asahi was home to these people, it was never that to me. I suppose it’s because "home" is used so broadly in a sense that most of the time, we forget what it really means. People confuse it with this tangible four-walled place that they sleep in and call a house—or in this case, Asahi Café.

Maybe seeing my customers treat Asahi as their home was what made me realize that home isn’t really a place, or a drink, or a spot in the café. It’s not a place that’s open from Mondays to Sundays 6am to 12am, nor is it a space that one can simply leave and come back to whenever they feel like it. I guess that was my mistake; I saw Asahi simply as Asahi Café and not Asahi Café—a home for those who needed it.

I now realize that home is a feeling. It’s the feeling of warmth that spreads throughout the tired office worker’s body whenever they get to relax in the café’s quiet corners after a rigorous shift. It’s the nervousness and excitement rushing through the veins of those two teenagers on their first date, whispering in hushed tones and looking at each other with stars in their eyes. It’s the feeling of security that blankets the sleeping child as his mother sips her third coffee of the day. It’s the blazing heat from that group of friends whose boisterous laughter and chatter fill the café with a sense of unity and friendship.

Anyway, I’m glad Asahi was a home for them. It just wasn’t that for me. That’s why I left: I needed to find my home too. To feel the warmth that my customers felt while sipping our house special. To feel the magic of home. And maybe then, I’ll return to taste our drinks, so I’ll finally find out what all the hype was about. Or I’ll open up a branch some five thousand miles from here. Wherever it may be, I’m sure I’ll eventually find home.

But for now, here I am, writing a letter and hoping that you also find your way home, because I know that you’re lost too. Otherwise, you wouldn’t have picked up this envelope in a busy airport. I hope you find it—your Asahi café. But if not, try finding a branch! Maybe it’ll show you home. Safe travels!

From

Asahi Café’s past owner

Ps. Don’t worry about the café! I left it to my best friend. I know that it’s home to her too.


Violet carefully folds the letter and slides it back into its faded red envelope. It’s been almost three years since she picked it up at the airport some five thousand miles from where she’s currently standing. She grips her bag tightly as she looks at the sign on the window. Violet recounts all the years of finding and all the research that she did. She didn’t find much except that it was a quaint little café in her old town.

Up till now, Violet was convinced that Asahi Café didn’t actually exist. After all, she lived in that town for at least eighteen years. Surely, she would’ve seen or heard of the café. Perhaps it was a magical place meant only for people who could feel home. But then, the letter said that the owner themself couldn’t feel home. It baffled—and still baffles—her, so she decided to push it to the back of her mind and just focus on travelling to look for home. Through those three years of leaving what she was once familiar with, the letter was a constant reminder for her: it said that she was lost. And maybe she was. At first, Violet wasn’t all too sure of what she had to search for. But thanks to the letter, she realized that she too was looking for home. And if the café was a magical place meant for those who felt home, then, it would show up eventually. She just needed to find her home first.

Now, she’s here, after three years of searching. After countless early morning dawns to feel the serenity of seeing the sun rise, many sleepless nights of feeling the cool midnight breeze tickle her skin as she stared at the shining stars above, and the numerous days of walking home and seeing the sky--pinks, purples, oranges, and reds, all blended together in the vast expanse above—she’s finally face to face with the place that served as a home for so many people.

Asahi Café. Open Mondays to Sundays 6am to 12am.

She takes a deep breath and steps inside.

Instantly, warm air greets her. The café has orange and yellow tones that make Violet feel as if the sun is hugging her from the inside. Her small, cautious steps towards the counter have a little bounce as Violet recalls her journey.

Throughout those years, she felt the warmth that spread throughout her tired body as she hugged her dog after a rigorous shift. She felt the nervousness and excitement rushing through her veins as she sat across her date, whispering in hushed tones, both of them with stars in their eyes. She felt the blanket of security as she wrapped her jacket tighter while she walked around campus on particularly cold nights. She felt the blazing heat from her group of friends whose boisterous laughter and chatter filled every corner of her dorm with a sense of unity and friendship.

Everywhere she looks is bright and welcoming, very much in contrast to the bleak surroundings before.

As she reaches the counter, she holds the envelope a bit tighter. Her eyes glisten with unshed tears as she decides what to order.

That’s when it hits her—the reason why she didn’t know that there was an Asahi Café in her hometown was because she didn’t feel home yet. Asahi Café isn’t magical. It’s a normal café that she once passed by countless times, but failed to see because she was too lost. But for those who have felt home, it has always been there as one of those places that sheltered them from the harsh world and brought the feeling of home a thousandfold. That was the reason why the owner also didn’t see and understand Asahi’s magic. Because they saw it simply as a café when in reality, Asahi is a medium to remind people of the feeling of home.

And now that Violet has experienced what it’s like to feel home through her three years of travelling, she’s finally found it. Asahi Café.

Violet asks the person behind the counter if she can see the owner, but he just shakes his head and tells her that the previous owner had left. Violet asks the boy for an envelope instead and after a few minutes, the boy hands Violet a red one with the words “Asahi Café” printed in a clean script on the back, and her ordered drink—Sunset juice.

Walking to a nearby table, Violet grabs a piece of paper and a pen from her bag and starts writing.

Dear Owner,

By the time you read this, I’ll be another few thousand miles from where I left this letter. I’d like to thank you for showing me what home is.

It’s the feeling of being alive—that is what home feels like.

I’m glad to have been guided by your letter in truly finding home. But for now, here I am, writing a letter and hoping that you also find your way home, because I know that you’re lost too. I hope you find it—your Asahi Café. I hope you’ll eventually return to feel the magic of home, to taste your drinks, so you’ll finally find out what all the hype was about. Because they’re right—your customers. They are magical. I found home, so I hope you find it too. Safe travels!

From

Violet.



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Literary: When I'm Home

1/22/2021 07:28:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





When I’m home
In our living room
I feel hyped
I want to dance
I want to sing
I want to go wild
In my room
I feel relaxed
I want to do nothing
I want to --
I want to --
In our bathroom
I feel --
I want to laugh
I want to cry
I want to go crazy
In our kitchen
I feel insecure
I want to lose weight
I want to pig out
I want to be confident
In our home
I feel safe - somehow
I want to hide
I want to talk
I want to --
In our house
I feel like it is not a home
I want to run away
I want to stay
I want to never come back


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dandelion,

Literary: Abandoned Home

1/22/2021 07:24:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





The old house stands alone and abandoned
A place where life used to thrive.
Its rooms and hallways, which once echoed with laughter,
Are now void of any sound.

If only these empty rooms could give up their secrets
So many stories I'm sure they would tell
Of my once-vibrant home
And the childhood that I simply cannot let go

My memories begin to clutter
Unknowingly, I’m brought back to a pathway
Hearing a familiar sound, a mutter of a lawnmower
That used to keep this place prim, proper

However, what used to be a well-trodden path to the doorway
Has completely vanished from the sight of its former owners
Now overgrown with the passing of time
Seemingly a jungle of tall grass

The garden where, as kids, we would play
Savoring the cool breeze of wind while on my favorite swing
The bright morning sky beaming, mirroring my toothy smile
Now only a broken swing and memories remain

In this monochromatic quarter
I used to lay in deep sleep, when the clock struck nine
My dreams filled with rainbows and unicorns
Peaceful, content in my little haven

Now it lays silent, forlorn and bare
My dreams confined in its four corners
The only witness is its silent borders
And its shattered boarded-up windows

The old house now stands abandoned
Derelict, forgotten, alone
Locked inside are my childhood dreams
My laughter, my innocence

My feet stir against the dust
As I take one last glance
I slowly come to a realization
I know that I, too, must leave this house

However difficult it might be
It's still a comfort to know that wherever I go
I will forever have memories, stories
That I would never need to let go of

Despite the faded paint
Its colors will always stay vibrant
Every corner of each room
Every edge, vivid

And it will forever remain that way
For as long as I remember
For as long as I do not fail to forget,
This abandoned house will always be my home.
With its stories kept hidden inside my head.


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Literary: Balay

1/22/2021 07:20:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Inspired by true events

Maliit na tahanan,
Saksi sa buhay at samahan
Ng pamilyang nanirahan
Buhay nila’y batbat ng kahirapan
Ngunit pitong mga bata ay puno ng kasiyahan,
Dalawang magulang ibinigay ang buong kakayahan,
Maibigay lamang kanilang pangangailangan,
Makaraos mula sa kahirapan

Maliit na tahanan
Gawa man sa kawayan,
Sa pagbuhos ng mga bagyo’t ulan,
Nanatiling matatag mula sa kinatatayuan,
Pamilyang naniraha’y sa pagsubok din ay dumaan
Sila’y kinutya’t pinagtawanan
Ng mga taong nakapaligid
Tila raw ba’y hindi na nila maaabot ang kinabukasan

Maliit na tahanan,
Puno ng pag-aalinlangan,
Paano matutustusan ang pagpasok sa paaralan?
Ano pa ang maaaring kabuhayan?
Anong sakripisyo pa ang kailangan?

Maliit na tahanan,
Muntik mawalan ng kulay
Pamilya’y halos mawalan ng pag-asa sa buhay
Dumanas ng lungkot at lumbay
Ngunit dahil sa matatag na haliging Tatay
At maliwanag na ilaw ng Nanay
Sama-sama nilang hinarap nang hawak-kamay
Ang daang tungo sa buhay na matiwasay

Maliit na tahanan,
Ngayo’y nabibingi sa katahimikan
Pitong bata’y may sari-sarili nang sambahayan
Sa malalayong dako naninirahan
Matagumpay sa kani-kaniyang paraan

Maliit na tahanan,
Nasaksihan ang kuwento ng nakaraan,
Alalahanin at muli itong babalikan,
Ngingitian, pasasalamatan
Nang may kaginhawaan
Naging kasangkapan
Sa pagbuo ng matibay na samahan
At pag-ibig na magtatagal magpakailanman


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Literary: A Father’s Advent

1/22/2021 07:16:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





For seven years, I’ve been away
And for what seemed as long, I stood at my home’s door
Carefully, I picked out the words I wished to say
Then knocked when I couldn’t wait anymore
I was filled inside with a slight sense of dread
As the door was pushed open by a small girl
I forgot all the words I had prepared
As my mind was filled with questions for her
How has she been?
Has she been eating well?
What is she interested in?
What stories does she have to tell?
But she had her own inquiry
And she spoke before I was able to
Her words were few, her tone was steady
All she asked was “Who are you?”

The girl who stands before me is my daughter
Yes she is, but I am not her father




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Literary: Your True Home

1/22/2021 07:12:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments




We all dream of a place we can call our home.
Home is where we go when we feel low.
It lifts us up every time we fall,
the reason why we keep going
and why we keep on trying.
It’s where we feel the most secure
and the most comfortable.
We can truly be ourselves without people's judgement.
It is a place that feels warm and inviting,
a place where time flies without us noticing.
I am blessed to have something so precious.
Not everyone can easily find where they truly belong.
They keep on searching for the right design and interior,
but are these what matter the most?
Some people call it home,
but I simply call it family.




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Literary: Night Through Morning

1/22/2021 07:08:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





My mother reads to me
One story every night
To set me fast asleep
In dim and muted light

One’s sung in a slow tune
Made up just for my ear
Her sweet voice fills the room
My favorite to hear,

“I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
As long as I’m living,
My baby you’ll be.”


I am swayed into dreams
Swaddled in loving arms
I drift away in peace,
Incomparable warmth

My father then wakes me
To his chirps I listen
In his smile my eyes meet
A sun that has risen

I walk around, about
Stood up on tippy-toes
His two arms held out,
Where I go he follows

His laughter rings loudly
We dance to the kitchen
His hand holds mine warmly
My favorite rhythm

Night and morning may seem
Faraway, unalike
One is bathed in moonbeams
One is drenched in sunlight

But there lay more in-betweens
Than can ever be known
Both are good, both can gleam
With the comfort of home.

The third stanza of the poem is an excerpt from the book "Love You Forever" by Robert Munsch.

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Literary: Inuuwian

1/22/2021 07:04:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





Palagi nating nakakasama
Ate, Kuya, Bunso, Mama, Papa
Pati na rin sina Lolo at Lola
Huwag ding kalilimutan sina Tito at Tita
Magkakasama sa lungkot at ligaya
Ehemplo ang bawat isa

Palaging inuuwian,
pinagsisilbihan,
minamahal,
at pinagkakatiwalaan

Ilaw ng tahanan
Mama, Mommy, Nanay, Inay
Nagpapaliwanag sa ating buhay
Lagi sa ati’y gumagabay

Haligi ng tahanan
Papa, Daddy, Tatay, Itay
Makakapitan sa anomang problema
Poprotektahan tayo kailanman

Kuya, Ate, Bunso
Kasama natin sa kakulitan
Hinding-hindi tayo pababayaan
Maaasahan natin kahit kailan

Lolo at Lola
Pinakamatanda sa pamilya
Gumagabay sa apo pati na rin kina Mama at Papa
Aalagaan tayo sa abot ng kanilang makakaya

Tito at Tita
Minsa’y takbuhan kapag napapagalitan
Maaasahan natin kahit saan
Iba ring magpakita ng pagmamahal

Hindi lang sila ang ating inuuwian
Pati na rin ang aso’t pusa sa tahanan
Stress reliever kumbaga
Pero para sa iba’y parte sila ng pamilya

Sila ang ating inuuwian
Mamahalin tayo nang labis
Hinding-hindi tayo iiwan
Kaya naman sa aking puso
Mananatili sila, magpakailanman


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Literary: Home

1/22/2021 07:00:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments





What makes our home feel like ours?
Even though our home had been lived in by others whom we don’t know
or simply our home may be built way before we’re born?
Our home is part of the world, which will outlive many generations.

How is it that we can find home in everything?
Regardless if it is a house, a place where you love to play,
or where you buy your favorite drink?
Home is not only a place where we live.

How is it that a song can make you feel at home?
Notwithstanding the tune, genre,
or even though understanding the lyrics or not?
Listening to songs with eyes closed is the foundation of our “home.”

How is it that a person can bring you the comfort of home?
May it be a friend, a colleague, a teacher,
or someone you romantically like?
The thought of being with this person is the feeling of “home.”

I hope we could keep in mind that home is more of a feeling than a place.
Having a home, in any form, makes our temporary life worth living.
I hope will focus on finding our home for our inspiration,
Looking forward to ending each day with “I’m coming home.”


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2ONE - iMCominghome

1/22/2021 01:00:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments



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News Feature: Get to know Take Off 2021’s startups

1/22/2021 12:40:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments



READY, SET, LAUNCH!
Take Off 2021’s poster features the logos of their three startups around a cool, galactic theme. Photo Credit: Kriztin Jugo and Julianne Todas

Grade 12 students of the UPIS Business and Entrepreneurship (B&E) Track are making the most out of their internship despite the pandemic by launching Take Off 2021, a month-long, space-themed online fair for the entire school’s community to enjoy.

Venture into space and have a close encounter with these three exciting new products and projects led by B&E Batch 2021:

Acres Harvest Quezon City

Photo Credit: Acres Harvest Quezon City Facebook Page

While others might say that flavorful snacks don’t belong to a healthy diet, Acres Harvest Quezon City would disagree.

Acres Harvest is a Bataan-based food shop that aims to provide organic options that are not only rich in flavor, but also rich in vitamins and minerals that make our body healthier and stronger.

With their wide range of products including veggie crisps, veggie coffee, honey, and a variety of fruit juices, one’s cravings will surely be satisfied without carrying the guilt that oily snacks bring. They also offer crunchy mushroom bites that are available in ten flavors ranging from the original’s classic taste to the chili garlic’s burst of spices.

The team of hardworking UPIS B&E students behind Acres Harvest Quezon City have made living a healthier lifestyle more accessible to residents within Metro Manila as they offer meet-ups and deliveries of their delicious, healthy treats to their customers around that area.

To see their full menu, visit their Facebook page https://www.facebook.com/acresharvestqc.

Wave Esports


Photo Credit: Wave Esports Facebook Page

Wave Esports takes UPIS’ gaming community to a whole new level by hosting Team Ace 2021, the first ever Valorant tournament for the school’s students, faculty, and alumni.

Their goal is to showcase the school’s skills in the esports scene while creating a fun experience for the UPIS community at home. They achieved this by spearheading an online competition of the game Valorant, a 5v5 tactical shooter game played on the computer.

Wave Esports officially kicked-off the competition with ten registered teams of five to six members ready to battle out for the grand prize of Php 2,500 and 1st runner up prize of Php 500.

After three 13-to-1 matches on the tournament’s first day last January 16, the teams First Round Exit (FRE), Blade Thomas and Friends (BTF), and Nighthawx prevailed and moved forward in the bracket.

The second day, January 17, paved the way for 2nt+1, FRE, and Nighthawx to triumph and advance to the semifinals with BTF.

Given all of the squad's exceptional team composition and aggressive strategies, heated matches are expected in the semifinals tonight featuring Nighthawx against 2nt+1 and BTF against FRE— a battle between two teams of alumni.

Shirts, a cap, a gaming mouse, and Acres Harvests’ mushroom bites are also part of the giveaway that Wave Esports is hosting for their active supporters until the finals on Sunday, January 24.

Their updates and livestream for tomorrow’s semifinals and next Sunday’s championships will be on their official Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/UPISWaveEsports.

UPIS Lingkod

Photo Credit: UPIS Lingkod Facebook Page

Now more than ever, many are being challenged to work together and lend a hand to others as much as they can. Luckily, UPIS Lingkod has made that more possible for the school with their debut project: Bangon.

UPIS Lingkod is a newly established charity organization which currently aims to provide financial assistance to UP Ikot Drivers through a public raffle event entitled Bangon where 90% of their earnings will be donated to the drivers and their families.

For only Php 50, anyone within Metro Manila may obtain raffle tickets and get a chance to win crafted goods and food such as plants, cakes, cookies, and more.

They are currently continuing to accept raffle ticket purchases and in-kind and cash donations until January 30 to add to the Pho 9,305 that they have earned as of January 16.

Raffle draws and live performances were held last January 15 and 17 featuring Leila Mañalac, Key, Keio Guzman, Aldrich Agad, and Sherina Moralejo.

More raffle draws and performances by talents Nicole Kimpo, Elkan Reyes, Nicole Panganiban, Charles Bucas, Millennium’s Finest, and Shane Garcia are to happen on January 29 and 30.

For the latest updates and performances, go to https://www.facebook.com/LingkodOrg.

With the end of the online fair fast approaching, make sure to support UPIS B&E Batch 2021 as they take the entire UPIS community to an adventure that’s definitely out of this world. //by Magan Basilio

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Feature: Guide to Voting Registration for 2022

1/22/2021 12:35:00 PM Media Center 0 Comments



Are you angry at how things are going on in the country? Are you tired of the incompetencies of our leaders? One of the easiest things we can do as a step toward change is to vote. The 2022 Election is just around the corner. Are you ready to exercise one of your rights as a Filipino citizen? Here is the step-by-step guide to help you navigate your way to being an active citizen.

Registering to vote is the starting point towards putting into practice our duty as Filipino citizens. It is a requirement to undergo this process if you plan to choose our country’s next leaders. Voters’ registration for the May 2022 Elections started on September 1, 2020, and will end on September 30, 2021. While this date seems far away, it’s better to start preparing early, especially with the coronavirus scare.

Before following this step-by-step guide, you must know if you're eligible to exercise your democratic rights. To be a qualified voter, you must:
  • Be a Filipino Citizen who hasn’t registered with the Commission on Elections (COMELEC). Registering to vote can only be done once. Once you have already registered, you don't have to register for the next election. 
  • Be at least 18 years old on or before the election on May 9, 2022.
  • Have lived in the Philippines for at least a year; six months in the city or municipality where you intend to vote. 
  • Be at least 15 years old but not older than 30 years old for Sangguniang Kabataan (SK). SK is a council representing the youth for each barangay. 
It is important to plan your registration especially with the pandemic still in our midst. Planning your registration helps you avoid the possibility of forgetting important documents, Multiple trips, long lines, and crowded places. 

1. Gather the registration requirements. 

For first-time registrants, the COMELEC requires at least one of the following IDs listed below and its corresponding photocopy for identification. 
  • Driver’s license
  • Integrated Bar of the Philippines (IBP) ID
  • National Bureau of Investigation (NBI) clearance
  • Passport
  • Postal ID
  • Professional Regulation Commission (PRC) ID
  • Persons with Disability (PWD) ID
  • School ID or library card (for students)
  • Senior Citizen ID
  • SSS/GSIS ID/UMID
  • Certificate of Confirmation from the National Commission on Indigenous Peoples (NCIP)
  • Any other valid ID with your photo and signature (except for cedula, police clearance, and barangay clearance/certificate).
As a safeguard against any possible complications, bring more identification cards than the number required; and bring IDs that reflect your current address. For applicants turning 18 on the 2022 elections, you must also bring the original and a photocopy of your birth certificate.

2. Fill out the “Application for Registration” form.

Download the application form from the COMELEC website and print it on a long bond paper (8.5”x13”). Remember not to use A4 or legal size papers. Fill it out before you register, but don’t put your signature and thumbprint yet; this must be done in front of the election officer. 

The form can be found on this website: https://comelec.gov.ph/?r=VoterRegistration/ApplicationsForms 

3. Schedule an appointment.

Following the pandemic protocols, COMELEC offices limit the number of people coming in per day to reduce the spread of the virus as much as possible. COMELEC offices in the Philippines that are under Enhanced Community Quarantine (ECQ) or Modified Enhanced Community Quarantine (MECQ) are still suspended and will only resume once the restrictions are downgraded to a General Community Quarantine's (GCQ) guidelines. If appointment protocols are not present at your local COMELEC office, try to come as early as possible for more comfortable accommodation. You may go to the COMELEC offices from Monday to Thursday, 8:00 am - 3:00 pm. 

4. Follow the COVID-19 protocols for COMELEC offices. 

We have to take excess measures to ensure our safety from the virus. To do that, we must follow the protocols to protect ourselves and each other. 
  • Wearing a face mask and a face shield is required; otherwise, you may not enter.
  • Bring your own pen. You may use black or blue pens only.
  • Use the disinfectant mat and the sanitizer at the entrance.
  • Observe social distancing among your peers.
  • Don’t forget to complete the Coronavirus Self-Declaration Form for health protocols.
Now that you have learned what and how to prepare before the registration, the actual process of registration is going to be a breeze. Here’s what you need to do: 
  1. Go to the nearest COMELEC office and follow the health protocols before entering the building. 
  2. Present your registration requirements. 
  3. The office will validate your identity, residency, and voters’ registration in the government’s database. 
  4. Have your profiles documented.
  5. Your photo, fingerprint, and signature will be captured in this process. 
  6. Wait for the acknowledgment receipt 
  7. This is the document that ensures that you are now an official registered voter. 
With these easy steps, we will have the chance to choose leaders who will be responsible for shaping our nation. Freedom to choose your favored party or administration is both a privilege and a right. Voting allows us to exercise our country’s democracy. Remember that your vote matters when it comes to investing in a better future for our country, so plan your registration carefully and vote wisely. //by Jelena Evangelista

Sources:

COMELEC Registration 2020 for Overseas and OFW Voters. (2020, September 11). Retrieved January 10, 2021, from Moneymax website: https://www.moneymax.ph/government-services/articles/comelec-registration-2020

Ghaz, S. (2019, February 27). Voter Registration: Steps On How To Register As Voter In Philippines. Retrieved January 10, 2021, from Philippine News website: https://philnews.ph/2019/02/27/voter-registration-steps-register-voter-philippines/

Government PH (2018, July 2). Voter Registration Application Procedures | COMELEC Guidelines. Retrieved January 10, 2021, from Government PH website: https://governmentph.com/voter-registration-application-procedures/ Rappler.com. (2020, November 6). How to register to vote in the time of a pandemic. Retrieved January 10, 2021, from Rappler website: https://www.rappler.com/hustle/adulting/ways-register-to-vote-philippines-covid-19-pandemic

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