Literary: Actions and Consequences




The plains were a war-torn field.

This wasn’t the only one. Countless others dotted the world, born from anger and bloodshed, as humanity warred with itself and the forces from beyond.

Over the centuries, armies met and fought, while their kingdoms dabbled in politics. When words didn’t work, actions had to be done. Swords were drawn, arrows were nocked, and spells were cast. Blood was spilled, bones were broken, and flesh was burned.

In the end, only bodies were left behind. And yet, armies and battalions come here again and again, under different banners and uniforms, fighting for various kingdoms and causes. And again and again, their broken corpses continue to feed the earth, lying to rest by the many, many bones of their predecessors.

As the warriors of the kingdoms fought on the front, magic has been called upon to assist in the wars. The sheer weight of otherworldly forces drawn into the same spot – the same fields ¬– time and time again has changed the land over the years. The unnatural might of magic turned the earth beneath into a furious, loathing soil, churning as more and more corpses are piled upon it.

What was once a verdant, healthy sprawl of life has changed into a twisting miasma of blight and decay. The bones of the fallen served as a warning to man’s folly: what nature creates, man destroys. The world’s health became worse and worse, becoming sicklier as the centuries passed. The end, it seemed, was near.
It was only a matter of time before nature struck back.

It started with a drifting breeze, followed by a cold. First, a single person possessed it. He thought it was just temporary. And then they were four. And then a dozen. A score. Half a hundred. Hundreds upon thousands, all in the span of a few weeks, plaguing every city, every town, and anywhere mankind lived.

Symptoms kicked in. Migraines flared into skull-splitting aches – even trying to think was agony. Bellies ceased to function properly – digestion took place too soon, too late, or not at all. Bones started to creak and groan – movement was near impossible. Breathing became labored, vision became blurry, and hearing became erratic. Old wounds started to bleed anew – what once were scars suddenly reopened, pouring out blood once more.

And then, the screaming started.

When the majority of humanity was afflicted, the sound came from everywhere. It was a shriek of pain. It was a keen of sadness. It was a roar of anger. It brought back memories – memories of loss, of betrayal. It was the memories of friends and family they lost, of people they held dear, now gone forever.

The visions became stronger, clearer, intermingled with the screams of the living. Faces and figures flitted in and out the corners of their vision, faces that they once knew, yet also faces that they have never seen before. With a stench fouler than the pits of chaos, the ground beneath them churned and twisted, warring with itself as things started to claw their way out of the earth – things born of flesh and of earth, of the past and the present, of pain and of anger.

They were humans. They were beasts. They were fractured. They were whole. They were real. And they were angry.

The screaming grew louder and louder. It sent fresh waves of agony through the diseased – it was the agony of corpses worming their way into skin, piled higher and higher than what the flesh can handle. It was the pain of loss, as thousands and thousands of lives are snuffed out, day by day. It was a sense of bitterness, with the knowledge that those who you gave life repaid you with betrayal.

As the screaming reached its peak, it stopped. Slowly, the vision crept away into the earth, bringing with it the madness and stench of plague. Slowly, the sick passed into sleep, never waking again. Slowly, most of humanity passed away in silence.

Years later, the remarkable happened. A single shoot sprouted from a desiccated wasteland. Miles and miles on end, made of nothing else but blighted ground and decaying rock. And yet, and yet, something natural, something so full of life found a way to grow on a dying earth.

Barren fields slowly, oh so slowly grew new life. Wildlife that was long thought to be lost started appearing again. Razed country sides became healthy farmlands. Desolate areas slowly gave ground to life. For every wound the world endured, life healed tenfold. For every life taken, dozens more took its place.

Nature repaired itself, reclaiming what mankind’s destruction took away. With it, humanity will be reborn anew.

Literary: Ikaw Pa Rin Ba




Ang kuwentong ito ay karugtong ng akdang pinamagatang “Sa Di Malamang Dahilan” na nailathala sa Ang Aninag Online.

Unang Bahagi: http://upismc.blogspot.com/2018/04/literary-sa-di-malamang-dahilan.html

Sampung taon ko nang alagang aso si Chic, isang itim at malaking Doberman-Rottweiler mix.

Araw-araw ko siyang nilalakad sa labas ng aming tahanan paggising ko sa umaga. Buwan-buwan ko siyang dinadala sa beterinaryo para ma-update ang kaniyang mga bakuna. Minsan nga ay sinasamahan mo pa ako kapag natataon sa Sabado ang aking mga appointment. Palagi mo rin akong sinasabihan na bumili ng mga laruan para sa kaniya kapag may nakita kang maganda sa internet dahil natutuwa tayong panoorin ang kaniyang malikot na buntot, nakalawit na dila, at nakatayong tainga. Mahal na mahal ko si Chic, at siguradong ikaw rin, kaya lagi kong ipinagdarasal na kasintindi ko ring magmahal o higit pa sana ang lahat ng mga pamilyang may alagang aso kagaya ko.

Dalawang taon kang naging parte ng buhay ni Chic.

Nalungkot ako noong sinabi mong kailangan mo muna ng oras mapag-isa. Ibig sabihin, hindi mo na ako maihahatid pauwi, kaya hindi mo na rin makakalaro si Chic. Hindi mo na rin kami masasamahan sa beterinaryo dahil may iba ka nang aatupagin. Nabawasan na ng atensyon si Chic.

Limang buwan ka niyang hinintay.

Gaano ko man kamahal si Chic, dumating din ang panahong umabot na ako ng Grado 11 kung kailan di ko na siya napaglalaanan ng oras dahil sa kaabalahan sa pag-aaral. Lalo na tuloy nabawasan ang nagmamahal sa kaniya. Ako na lang kasi ang nag-aaruga kay Chic, nagpapakain, nagpapaligo, at iba pa. Lagi kasing nasa trabaho ang aking mga magulang kaya iniatas nila sa akin ang responsibilidad. Buong akala ko’y malusog pa rin siya kahit hindi ko na siya nailalakad araw-araw o di kaya’y napapakain ng dog food na inireseta sa kaniya. Pero nagkamali ako—may problema na pala. Isang araw pag-uwi ko mula sa paaralan, di ko na nakita ang sumasalubong na nguso niyang nakalusot sa ilalim ng gate ng aming bahay.

Sampung minuto na pala ang ginugol ko kaiisip kay Chic.

Napagtanto kong maaari pala na siya ang dahilan kung bakit nangyayari sa akin ito ngayon.

Dalawang oras na ang lumipas mula nang nag-usap tayo.

Ako na lamang ang mag-isa sa PA Pavillion. Nararamdaman ko na ang pawis na tumutulo mula sa aking noo sa isang oras ng pag-iyak. Nakalimutan ko na ring iniwan ko ang aking dalang bag sa pasilyo sa unang palapag. Dumidilim na rin at tinatawag na ako ng guwardiya na lumipat sa Ramp.

Isang oras ang biyahe ko pauwi mula paaralan hanggang bahay.

Nang natapos ko na ang aking mga gawain sa paaralan, di ako makatulog. Iniisip ko pa rin ang mga salitang binitiwan mo: “Sa tingin ko, ikaw lang ang nakakaalam niyan.”

Hihintayin ba kita dahil umaasa akong malapit ka nang maging handa? Dahil nararamdaman kong hindi lang kaibigan ang pagtingin mo sa akin? Dahil kailangan kong respetuhin ang desisyon mong di muna makipagrelasyon? Dahil ikaw talaga ang mahal ko? Dahil mahal mo talaga ako? Dahil naniniwala ako sa tadhana at tayo talaga ang itinakda? Alam ko ba talaga ang dahilan?

Binalikan ko ang sagutan natin kanina. Kung hindi ba kita kinausap, magpapakahirap ba akong maghanap ng dahilan sa kung bakit kita kailangang hintayin? Magugulo ba ang isipan ko ngayon? Kung ilang segundo lang siguro tayo nahuli at may nauna sa atin sa booth ng karaoke sa Timezone, aaminin ko ba sa ‘yo ang tunay kong nararamdaman? Magugulo ba ang isipan ko ngayon? Kung hindi ba tayo nagtulungang mag-aral, hindi tayo matutuloy sa ating mga di inaasahang lakad? Magugulo ba ang isipan ko ngayon? Kung hindi mo ako nilapitan noong namatay si Chic, o hindi kita binigyan ng masyadong atensyon noon, magiging malapit na magkaibigan ba tayo ulit? Magugulo ba ang isipan ko ngayon? Kung isinama ko pa rin si Chic sa mga listahan ng priyoridad ko at binigyan ng oras ko, kakausapin mo ba ako ulit? Magugulo ba ang isipan ko ngayon? Aasa pa rin ba ako sa ’yo? Magkakaroon pa ba ako ng maraming tanong? Mamahalin pa ba kita muli?

Lumabas ako mula sa aking silid patungo sa asotea. Umupo ako sa isang kahoy na upuan at tumingin sa langit. Chic, bakit mo kami pinagtagpo ulit? May dahilan ba ang lahat ng ito? Paumanhin dahil hindi na kita nabigyan ng oras. Sana balang araw ay mahanap ko na rin ang dahilan.

Tatlong oras na akong nasa asotea.

Tumingin lang ulit ako sa mga bituin at palihim na humiling na mabigyan ng sagot ang aking mga tanong nang biglang tumunog ang aking telepono. Dali-dali akong pumasok at hinanap ito sa gitna ng gulo sa aking kama. Lagpas alas-onse na ng gabi, tatlong minuto na lamang bago maghatinggabi. May tumawag at nag-iwan ng text mula sa isang pangalan na kabisado na ng puso ko.

“Puwede ba tayong mag-usap bukas?”

Literary: Kung



Kung itinago lang sana
Ang cell phone na mapanggambala,
Nakinig, natuto, upang makauno,
E, di sana ngayon, ako na’y may trabaho!

Kung inamin lang sana
Ang tunay na nadarama,
Lumapit, tumapik, sa dalagang marikit,
E, di sana ngayon, siya’y aking kapiling!

Kung tinanggihan lang sana
Ang alok na alak ng barkada,
Umayaw, lumingon, para sa ibang maiinom,
E, di sana ngayon, atay ko’y di sinusumpong!

Kung hindi ko lang sana
Sinukuan ang problema,
Tinanggap, hinarap, sinubukang lusutan,
E, di sana ngayon, hindi ako tinatapak-tapakan!

Hindi ko lang talaga maiwasang isipin na
Sa loob kaya ng mga segundong iyon
Posible ba kaya talagang nabago
Ang takbo ng aking mundo?

Literary: Ano ang Ambag Mo?




Ang politikal at sosyal na klima sa kasalukuyan
Nababalot sa kadiliman ng kasinungalingan
Halos wala nang masilayang pag-asa ang sangkatauhan
Malabong makamit muli ang hustisya sa kuko ng kataksilan

Di masisisi ang mga tuluyang sumuko na’t ayaw nang mangarap
‘Pagkat bangungot ng kahirapa’t kasamaan ang t’wina’y nakakaharap
Mga balitang ayaw at ang katotohanan ibinabaon ng nakatataas
Sa ilalim ng bundok ng korupsyon at nakaw na perang winawaldas

Pero ano ba ang ambag ng tulad mo?
Di naman mayaman, di naman kilala
Di naman politiko na mataas ang puwesto
Di naman makapangyarihan tulad ng iilang tao

Sa totoo lang, di naman kailangan ang lahat ng iyan
Kung pagbabago ang habol, boses mo lang ang kailangan
Bawat post sa social media na laban sa kasinungalingan
Bawat rali at protesta laban sa katiwalian

Bawat tapat na salitang galing sa iyo
Magiging talumpati na kakapitan ng mga puso
Ang mahina nating boses na halos pabulong
Pagsama-samahi’t magiging sigaw na dadagundong

Literary: Time Traveller's Son




Journal Entry #015076, January 28, 2066
After all these years, I’ve finally done it. I’ve built a functioning time machine. I only managed to go back 2 minutes into the past for my first run, I wasn’t unsure about anything going wrong since I met myself, well to be more specific a future version of myself and he… I mean I gave the mark that I should go in the machine and go back in time. I did not feel anything at all while time travelling. As I emerge from the machine I saw my past self still setting the machine up, I gave him the signal to go in the machine just like what happened to me so I won’t break the cycle. Yeah it sounds confusing but that’s just how time travel is confusing. Maybe tomorrow I’ll go further into the past to test the capabilities of my machine.

Journal Entry #015077, January 29, 2016
The machine malfunctioned. Long story short, I’m stuck in the past. I don’t know how this happened, but somehow, 50 minutes turned into 50 years. My plan now is to get back to my original time, but it won’t be easy. First, I need to make some rules.

Rules for Time Travellers

1. Never talk to anyone you know, even yourself. You might disrupt the timeline.
2. As much as possible, make minimal interaction with other people.
3. DO NOT ALTER ANYTHING!

Journal Entry #016202, March 2, 2019
It’s been about 3 years since I got stuck here. Building the machine is taking longer than I expected since I haven’t even gathered some Uranium and other necessary materials yet.
Back then… I mean, in the future, you could probably buy anything anywhere. But here, even the black market has scarce resources. Another thing is I’ve gotten an assistant to help me build the machine. I know I’m sort of breaking rule number two, but hiring one person won’t exactly change major events in the future. She doesn’t even know that we’re building a time machine. All I said was that this is just some wacky project for my university. She’s been a big help so far. The progress has exponentially gone faster with someone else working with me compared to building it alone, but I’m worried that the more time we spend together, my affection for her might grow. I’ll just have to suppress my feelings for the sake of the future.

Journal Entry #016249 April 18, 2019
I think I’m in love with her. I just can’t help it, she’s just so uhhh-mazing! And the thing is, I think she actually likes me too. I don’t know what to do, should I risk causing a big change in the timeline just for her? I’ve went out with her several times already so I guess there’s no turning back now.

Journal Entry #016260 May 29, 2019
I’ve gone too far. Well, she’s pregnant now and this is a huge problem. This could cause a collapse in the space-time continuum and I can’t just make this all disappear. Maybe I should just go and leave. I know it’s hard for a child to grow up without a father, I should know that of all people, but it’s for the sake of not breaking the timeline.

Journal Entry #016662 June 30, 2020
I have fully abandoned the task of building the machine. I have to stay here for my family but I won’t be fully present meaning they would not see me and they’ll think I left them but I’ll just be around watching from a distance, an assurance so I won’t further break the timeline. My child is a boy and his first birthday is coming. I should give him a gift, a blue teddy bear just like the one I got when I was his age. However, I probably won’t let him know who it’s from.

Journal Entry #036878 January 25,2065
Well, I’m almost back to the day I left, but I went the long way by just living out all the years until now. I’m almost dying so I think I won’t make it back exactly when I left. This will be my final journal entry.

Life has been pretty much boring since I already know what’s going to happen. I spent the rest of my years watching over my son, who, of course, looks like me. His mother has Alzheimer’s now, and she stays in a nursing home. From time to time, I visit her and she still knows who I am, but she forgets my visits and gets surprised whenever I’d show up.

Now, my son, he really is something. He’s smart, even finished top of his class, and already has his master’s degree. For the past few years I’ve realized something. My son has no idea, but by next year he’s about to become so famous. In history, he shall be known as the man who invented the first time machine.